“The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and..
🕑 Added 2020-11-04 22:48:30 +0000 UTC
“The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over expecting different results” - Albert Einstein
Hi again! I hope you had a good night even tho it was stressful. I know I personally had a super hard time sleeping, my teeth hurt from holding so much tension in my mouth lol and last night I had back spasms from stress never had that before. Please be kind to yourself anyway you can and work through the stress.
I just wanted to come on here and say I changed the name of this account from mcspicy to mckatenzirl, I feel like its more fitting, I hope you like it! I also wanted to say wow just wow on the feedback, I really do feel like Im on the right path and reading over last nights post I wish I had worded things differently but I wanted it to be just from the heart, the anxious heart apparently but the heart no less. I feel good about my choice, at the beginning of this year I took a long break from social media like I said and it was great for me, my mental health and my fans because I was only uploading to onlyfans during that time period and on my A game, which is where I wanna be, with you guys in our little bubble. I have really been struggling with the aggression of twitter as well (not deleting it) I feel like there is just so much negativity we are all drowning in, so it will be nice to have this little area with you guys where we can escape from that chaos for a bit.
I feel really good about making this my main social media, I feel safer making this decision. I think sometimes we done realize how much we internalize as human beings. I feel like this will help us grow more together, me open up more, and just not have to live in fear of terms of service. A lot people asked if I was quitting sexwork, the short answer no not yet. I’ll most likely be doing it for a few more years or as long as I can. I do though wanna secure more income avenues and create a bigger online presence. I have more ideas like how I’m using this account now floating around in my head. I really wanna see if I can get an outdoor account off the ground and explore my passions of camping and photography. I just dont wanna over commit to doing so much and im so stressed out with the move tbh. Nothing is going according to plan and im getting the shortest end of the stick honestly so im gonna be focusing on sex work and getting back to where I was and pleasing my babies before I start new adventures but I feel like this account falls under that as well, so that’s why I started this, because I just can’t really handle “normal” social media right now. I can’t really handle much of anything these days honestly lmfao but I'm done being like everyone else and I'm ready to embrace myself and my own ideas.
Have a good day and remember to be kind to yourself and those around you because everyone is very very very stressed out and lashing out. Stay safe friends.
