Last two weeks have been so stressful, and the last five day..
🕑 Added 2023-08-09 00:47:52 +0000 UTC
Last two weeks have been so stressful, and the last five days have shown me I physically cannot handle stress well.
The thing about me is I'm not a stressed person, I just haven't ever felt the need to put urgency on my emotions over things I can't fix within five minutes time. It may sound wild, but it's how I've always worked and handled my business. Obviously I have been stressed before, not saying I haven't had some high stress days here and there. Of course! But I don't stay pressed for too long. I'd feel any other type of emotion but stressed wouldn't ever be it.
However the last two and a half weeks, I have stressed every single day. I'm a month away from the biggest change in my life, eight months shy of 30, and it's been the hardest realization to process. I didn't think it would hit me in an overwhelming sense of sorrow matched with the fiery ambition I've always applied to any aspect of my life; it's been fucking hard to feel all of this while experiencing an abundance of self growth.
Starting a new life is hard, but I'm starting to understand that remaining stagnant will ruin you. It's been a really impactful year for me, and it feels good to be in the beginning stage of creating my new life. It's been grossly long overdue.
I hope you're doing well. I'm getting there.
