š So I thought I would make a post telling you in detail abo..
🕑 Added 2023-04-30 01:02:03 +0000 UTC
š So I thought I would make a post telling you in detail about my fetishes and kinksā¦ I donāt think Iāve ever done that and some of you know some of them. But I donāt think anyone knows fully what itās all about. So Iāll fill you in.
If youāre up for the read, sit down and let me take you with me into Elenaās fantasy world.
So a thing I discovered REALLY early on was that I like to be chased, wanted, desiredā¦ small parenthesis here before the āyou got daddy issues!ā folk come and throw dildos at me. I donāt. Mostly what I have and what my fetishes and kinks satisfyā¦is the need to be important to someone, to be desired and also to have the experience of being vulnerable and received at the same time. Vulnerable and seen. Vulnerable and wanted.
Soā¦about my kinks and fetishes. Well, I consider this intense desire I have to take a manās attention and hold it for a bit all on meā¦a fetish. I started developing this during my t33nage years and it only happens with the opposite sex. š
I LOVE and I mean LOVE when a guy is clearly into me and wants me A LOT. That makes me so weeettt. š¤¤
I donāt like the ācreepyā stares, thatās not the one. Itās the intense yearning but still maintaining a socially respectful behavior. That struggle between the animalistic desire to fuck me and the holding backā¦is sooooo juicy to me.
I have been in denial of this for a while till I eventually embraced it, and said fuck it. It gives me energy and it excites meā¦it makes me feel alive. And I love it!
I especially love shy guys who you can clearly tell theyāre so into me and are (secretly they think) undressing me with their eyes but at the same time talk to me as if all is normal. I donāt know exactly why, but that makes me swoooon. š I especially mentioned āshy guysā because I can also see how theyāre trying to hide it, and that to me is one of the most adorable things a guy could do and at the same time a BIG turn on.
So, on the internet I discovered that I could tease and express this side of me freely without many negative social consequences. So now Iām addicted to doing this because it fulfills this big need for meā¦and it turns me on. š
I love it especially when Iām chatting with you guys and some of you unknowingly say some of the most seemingly mundane things but that are so frickin hot to meā¦. I also love the drooling emoji, but it has to be how you actually feelā¦ that youāre yearning for me.
Iām a bit of a lie detector you see. I can sense when a guy is fidgety and all hot and bothered because of me and I live for it!!!!
I mean I LIVE FOR IT!!! š¤¤š
Now to kinksā¦ I believe there is only one thing about what I like in sex that would classify as a kink. And that is that I like to lose controlā¦or rather give it up to my partner. Firstly I like to tease and be playful and fuck around with his mind a lil bit and turn up the heat where heās at that sweet sweet spot of yearning for me and wanting me so desperatelyā¦and when heās ācookedā crispy enough, if there is trust between us, I sort of just give up and I get drenched wet by him doing to me what HE wants to do to me.
I do have boundaries but theyāre very flexible when Iām in that state of mind. š Thereās only a few that are a NO-GO and trust is also based on the fact that I know they wonāt cross those. Or I believe them fully that they wonāt cross them.
So what I like once I enter this state of mind is for him to be rough and assertive yet still maintain a certain air of care towards me. Even whilst being really rough. š
One of my most common fantasies is imagining myself being in the hands of this no face guy (I donāt imagine anyone specific usually) and heās fingering me the way he wants it how he wants it and he starts and stops when he wants how he wants itā¦. š¤¤š¤¤š¤¤š¤¤ squeezes my boobies and sucks my nips, twists them giving me a lil bit of painā¦kisses my neck and puts his hands on it, covers my mouth while kissing my neck and entering meā¦maybe slowly at first, maybe rough from the startā¦ I never know. The fantasy sort of takes itās own course spontaneouslyā¦.
And usually it ends with the fantasy guy cumming inside of meā¦ š¤¤
I donāt like a lot the idea of being cummed on top of my body anywhere, although in that state of mind this is one of those very flexible boundaries. Ahaha
Thereās something visceral and satisfying about cumming inside (at least I imagine it as I havenāt had that experience yet) ā¦ although in real life Iād have to use like 5 birth control methods to be relaxed mentally about itā¦but boy do I fantasize about it!
Soā¦in this state of mind once I reach it, where I sort of surrender to the partnerā¦the more they do stuff to me that they WANT (key word) the more wet I getā¦itās a never ending loop of wetness really by that point. š
I also often imagine that I am orgasming and the guy in my fantasy does not stop. He keeps penetrating me throughout itttttā¦ gosh. So good.
I love feeling vulnerable and at the same time trusting them fully toā¦own me? I want to feel that I belong to them, not as a property but as a treasure theyāre caretaking. Caretake of me is the sweet part and owning me is the rough part.
I fantasize about being blindfolded, being tiedā¦ and I love so much neck kisses. I also fantasize about this imaginary guy keeping my mouth open whilst he sticks his tongue deep in my mouth and doesnāt give up till saliva comes out around the corners of my mouthā¦ ššš thatās a bit messy and it turns me on.
Maybe he even makes me orgasm while doing that, or he himself cums inside me while doing that to me. š¤¤š¤¤š¤¤š¤¤š¤¤š¤¤
I think you get the gist by now more or less of what it is about. š Taking me, owning me and doing stuff to me boldly and shamelessly.
And that concludes my essay about my kinks and fetishes. For nowā¦ I am still exploring and finding out new things all the timeā¦ but the core of it all is all of this.
