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Dear Benjamin. I’ve been thinking a lot of you. But I always..
🕑 Added 2023-08-09 15:51:37 +0000 UTC Dear Benjamin.I’ve been thinking a lot of you. But I always do.
I have seen you’ve been watching me on Insta and WhatsApp, checking on me.
I think I about if you would contact me.
My instant reaction is a big fat NO.
lol. But there is no reason to write me.
We won’t see each other ever again. You live in Italy now and me, back where I belong, mein Deutschland 🇩🇪.
Of course I think about our sparse beautiful moments together. That first date I won’t ever forget. Or the time we were in tuling together, summer, on that small river island. You wanted to fuckkkk me so bad. You did everything to worship my pussy. Everything. You worshiped her so well. But you tried to force yourself onto me and that is was another clear reminder to me that our relationship was going no where.
I remember stepping out of the train and you had a ice cream waiting for me. Mango flavor. You told me you would try to be better, to talk in German, to listen me, to do what I told him I needed. He tried but he was still reserved. But I was happy he was trying.
But honestly at this point, after going out on only 3/4 dates there was so much drama.
Dam Benjamin.
The idea of what of could’ve been had me on the hook for you.
I pushed away all the alarm bells in my head telling me to stay away from you.
There was just really good moments with you.
You were so like me… so like me.
Fun. Energetic, sexy, polyamorous, adventurous, and smart. Just like me.
But you’re are not me.
I respect my borders. I’m happy I broke up with you.
It hurt me alot. But it was very good.
But I did fall in love with you on the first date and that Benjamin I will always love.
That you ❤️
P.S. I Hope in another universe we did get together and that jasmin got the good version of you ❤️☔️
