I kept telling him if things don’t change that he’s going to..
🕑 Added 2023-10-09 03:08:03 +0000 UTC
I kept telling him if things don’t change that he’s going to lose me. That I love him less and less every day. That I need someone who brings me peace, love and joy. There’s never any real effort to provide that for me. I let him know for the 3rd time this weekend that we don’t have to see each other or talk to each other anymore after some more stupid comments he made.
We made a little bit of b/g content and I’m okay shutting him out of my life after this. Everyone knows I’m miserable. He knows he’s making me miserable and I give up. He’s making me do everything by myself. I need people who actually want me to succeed and are happy to help even if they don’t gain anything from it. I don’t want to be on guard, distrezzed, or write essays anymore on the internet. It’s on me to leave him so I can be the best version of me for my followers and most importantly me. I’ve given him more than enough time, energy and resources. He’s never cared enough, still doesn’t care enough to relieve some of the pressure and workload on me after 4 years and I just don’t care anymore. 4 years, no birthday presents, no anniversaries, no Christmas celebration or gifts…. Just turning me into a person I don’t even recognize anymore. You want to act like I’m the menace then enjoy being alone. I deserve more than what you pour into my life every day.
