I don’t know why he doesn’t want to take me to the movies or..
🕑 Added 2023-06-30 20:17:00 +0000 UTC
I don’t know why he doesn’t want to take me to the movies or conventions but I can go by myself, make new friends and enjoy some new experiences. He doesn’t see me as a priority or any of my needs as a priority.
He doesn’t take any of this seriously and it’s affecting my money.
I just can’t afford this anymore. I need help before I’m 69. I want to be able to relax in my own home, feel recharged and confident enough to enjoy giving myself a photoshoot. I also want to have things to look forward to, not be on edge and on guard every day waiting for the next attempt at taking more from me. I can’t have a life where I end up writing essays on the internet almost every day because he keeps me in emotional help. I need a little help consistently and seriously so I can relax. It’s not his responsibility to help me where I know I have dysfunction in and where I am challenged. That also means his food, roof, comfort, entertainment and life is not my responsibility either. Good luck and thanks for learning lesson. I need people who are willing to play Instagram husband and pour into my cup, too. It’s not hard to take me to the movies or convention. When I’m gone, you’re gonna wish you did take me and that you didn’t strezz me out every day and night pretending I can do all of this by myself.
