My goal is to stream AT LEAST 6 times a day. I’m trying to c..
🕑 Added 2023-04-20 17:47:52 +0000 UTC
My goal is to stream AT LEAST 6 times a day. I’m trying to catch up since I was away in Orlando (I didn’t make money. I was helping a local business and building memories and friendships like a normal girl.) I was enjoying real life for a bit. My numbers are slipping.
I’m trying really hard.
I know I look like a red flag throwing red flags.
I’m tired of being held back or sabotaged in weird ways I can’t talk about or share.
I’m not lying. I’m being honest when I say I’m trying to save myself, help some really sweet, wonderful people, take care of home and save the world.
It’s just taking me a really long time to get stable because of how much is being demanded of me and I need to recharge. I need enough peace, quiet, time, stability and love to get to where I know i need to be. I know you’re all smart enough to see what it is I’m trying to do even if it doesn’t happen in my lifetime. Don’t talk to me like I’m weird, dumb, mentally Ill or wrong for trying to free all caged birds or I will immediately know you are not on my team. You will let me know you do not understand me and are simply a distraction trying to slow me down or stop me.
Please make it possible for me.
I streamed 6 times today. Thank you, online lovers for taking care of me or supporting me. I can’t do this alone as my biggest hypeman. I know what I want is possible but not with everything going on at home that is half my fault for allowing tk happen. I don’t want to villainize anyone and I understand why they are lashing out but enough is enough. Get with the program or gtfo. We had 3 years to make it worth it for each other and clearly what I provided wasn’t enough and I am not happy dating someone who refuses to take me to the movies or call me beautiful so it is what it is. We don’t have to be friends. You don’t have to talk to me anymore. I don’t want to talk to you anymore if it’s just going to be 4 hours of screaming until I have to start screaming louder than you. I want to be alone.
Thank you for hanging out and cheering me on. I know I am not my best self right now and I just want to see everyone I’ve ever met be happy but not at my expense. I’m sorry for breaking up your corn feed with me if you’re not big enough to handle it. I am who I am and I’m not changing or stopping.
As always, I’ve left live streams unlocked for several hours because I’m being generous and I may lock them up later. I need to take care of home and laundry right now. Thank you.
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