Hello everyone.
Some of you may not know it but I have a men..
🕑 Added 2023-02-27 20:41:09 +0000 UTC
Hello everyone.
Some of you may not know it but I have a mental disorder. I struggle a lot with social interaction, having anxiety almost every single day. I go to therapy but it's not easy, because my situation at home it's pretty bad.
It's so hard to me to keep a job, because even when my medical condition is a good reason for struggling, my bosses decide I don't pass my work trial period because some days I can't even get out of bed because of my severe anxiety and triggers.
I live with my family so I don't have privacy to make daily content. Also, my family is not very supportive with my mental health condition, even provoking me anxiety attacks almost on a daily basis.
The only money I earn is from my fans only pages. My modelling "career" is the reason I survived these last years. But it's getting really difficult for me to keep doing this because my mental health is getting worse and I don't have the energy to keep living.
My only wish is to have a life I can enjoy, but it's getting harder and harder. This path is getting too difficult. I don't know what to do.
So... Sorry if sometimes I don't answer to private messages. Sorry if I don't post daily like any other girls. Sorry if the customs you ask me take a lot. I'm doing what I can. This is the only "job" I can keep in my current state.
If anyone has any advice for me, I'm open to suggestions. I just... I have no idea what to do anymore.
And all of you who support me, thank you. You are the reason I'm still here.
