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Good morning!🙂 I’m a little late posting. I was up late int..
🕑 Added 2023-04-25 15:30:12 +0000 UTC Good morning!🙂 I’m a little late posting. I was up late into the wee hours of the morning supporting one of my kids through a little drama. Everything is fine now. 🙂 Creating this morning’s post I was thinking about OF and my content. It dawned on me that I haven’t created PPV in a bit. I’ve shared many times before that it’s not something I do often … because there isn’t much demand/sales for my PPV. However, I still like to offer it when the mood hits and I feel like I have created something special/different. I haven’t created anything this month for PPV and I asked myself why? What’s else is holding me back? I know it sounds crazy because most of you have said some wonderful things about me and encouraged me daily but it’s hard sometimes to be vulnerable and share. I’ve had fans tell me to “fu$$ off”, called me “scumbag”, “old broad”, “lips like the leather on my truck seats”, asked for their money back, etc … the list goes on. I know I should ignore those comments and I do but unfortunately they’re never forgotten…They always linger. I know it’s a cost of doing business … but this isn’t just a business for me. Money is just one aspect of it (Clearly it’s not the main one or I would be making much more money). Hehe. I try to make enough to cover the time invested and make a wage from it. Some months it works and some months I struggle to pay the bills. I keep doing it even when I’m not making enough because I get something out of it and I hope that you do too. After being married for more than 25 years and on my own for a couple of years, I found myself craving masculine energy and support, I wanted a way of connecting and exchanging energy (through pics and video) without dating and all of its complexities. I was devoted to my children and our healing but I wanted to feel like a woman again. This opportunity allowed me to put on sexy lingerie, be naked, dance around my bedroom, express myself and feel supported by a small community … behind the perceived safety of a paywall. At the same time, I always thought the way I was feeling, I can’t be alone. Midlife is complex … we’ve all gone through so much Sh$t! I wondered how many others have retreated to the safety of their homes and immediate family, given up on finding love, lost love or felt trapped in a marriage. So just like I missed that masculine energy there must be some who are missing a woman expressing her femininity, sensuality, true essence. Whatever you want to call it. I’m not the best with the written word. Lol. My point is I put on my big girl pants and took a leap hoping there would be other like minded people willing to catch me ( that’s you btw). 🙂 I’ve had the privilege to connect with many of you through DM’s and live streams and I feel very blessed to be here with you. I’ll keep showing up because I enjoy it. I enjoy the creative process and I’m constantly learning and growing. I’ll continue to express myself through my pics and videos, and when the mood hits … I’ll create something sexy for you. If you got to the end of this rambling message you are definitely a fan. Hehe 🙏😁❤️ Have an amazing day!!!😘
