zoebytheriver
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🕑 Added 2023-04-15 18:50:27 +0000 UTC
New video dropping soooon bbs, I promise 🧡
In need of a lil vent, if you’re interested in what’s been happening behind the scenes in my life lately. I feel like I’ve been working around the clock and still can’t keep up lately…my day job has been consuming more time, & at crazy hours than it has in a while. I’ve been having 6am meetings and meetings as late as 8:30pm, sometimes the same day, sometimes back-to-back. I usually spend my evenings focused on OF when I have alone time, which means I’m also working late into the night. I had to spend half of my vacation working, and I’ve only climbed once since I got back. Hurts my heart to say cuz I miss climbing so much. I’m letting myself take today and tmrw to make headway on OF work and then I’m promising myself to make time to climb as much as I can next week. Gotta get my mental state back to a good place and not let work consume me….cuz that’s the opposite of what I’m trying to ultimately do. I’m fuckin exhausted, but I’m pushing through cuz I have big plans for my future that’ll only happen if I continue to put in the work now (but not at the cost of my health).
All this to say….I cannot wait for the day I can rely on my OF money to sustain me so I can pay off my debt and quit my toxic af day job. Your support truly means the world to me 🙏🏻 You have a direct impact on making my van life dreams come true, I can’t express how grateful I am for all of you sticking around and growing with me 🧡🧡🧡
I’m also super stoked to start doing collabs this summer eeeeek, putting that out into the universe ✨🥵 let’s fuckin goooo ❤️🔥
& In the meantime, I’ll keep exploring my body and sharing alll my goodies with you. I managed to squirt all over my tummy and arm a couple nights ago when I filmed fun times with my pink thruster baby LOL, editing the footage now 😘
