LookingForMyBlueSky
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🕑 Added 2022-03-21 13:01:05 +0000 UTC
Hey lovelies, poking my toes back in the water. I'm gonna try to push myself to post at least every other day until I feel better.
If thou wouldst like to know the silly personal details of my silly personal life, read on, if not, enjoy the cute pink lingerie anyways!!
A couple of days ago, I ended a long term relationship with a partner I've been with for a few years. We're still on good terms and they are a wonderful human being, circumstances beyond both of our control just made staying together impossible. I'm obviously still hurting, but I know we made the right decision for both of us. Why is love so darn hard folks? I hope one day I'll figure it out.
In the meantime I am taking comfort in memes, my other wonderful romantic partners, and a newfound joy in hiking! I'm trying to learn to recognize different kinds of birds, just looking up my local species has made me notice so much more! I highly recommend it, it makes walks so much more interesting. 💙
And yes, taking joy in getting just a little bit of work done in between sad moments, taking things slowly as I go. Everything for Patreon will definitely be done, everything for here will pick up again soon (I'm gonna stick to every other day for a bit as OnlyFans style content tends to take the most work.) One side of making porn/erotic content some people don't talk about is that when you're heartbroken, it can be very hard!! On the one hand, it's "just a job," but on the other hand it can at times feel very personal and intimate, and when your heart is all bruised up, it's hard to smile and do your actual best in a performance. And you guys deserve the best I have to offer!!
Thank you from the bottom of my heart for always putting my health and happiness first in your hearts before me being my usual mega productive self. You are the most wonderful supporters a girl could ask for, truly. 💙 You're the reason I wanna get back to happily chugging along and making new, great stuff for y'all to enjoy.
One of my greatest strengths/faults is my endles
