itsoliheart
fansly
🕑 Added 2022-08-01 19:29:13 +0000 UTC
To clear all your questions, today I have received a crazy amount of DMs from you guys asking me how I am mentally.
A few days ago I've shared on my socials that for the past month I have been facing some negative thoughts about my general performance as an adult sex worker.
I feel like I put a lot of effort on everything that I do and the results were just not showing that hard work which made me wonder what was I doing wrong? What do I don't have that others do, stuff like that, and those feelings can really consume you.
I had to distance myself from all this, that's why I have been gone since Friday and today I started my day just analyzing all my numbers throughout my platforms.
Sometimes you can get the feeling that things are going awful, and you start thinking and rethinking getting caught on self pity, but today watching the numbers on a big picture, realizing how far I've come since 2020, that year I was just starting things off but still made more than on my data analysis 9-5 job, the year after that I had a 57% growth, and this year in only 7 months I have already earned more than last year, and I still have 5 months to go!!!
This goes to say that sometimes things may seem awful but if you distance yourself a bit a look at the big picture you'll understand that maybe things are not so wrong after all. So what I had a bad month? Let's get to work on this month to make it the best month!
Thanks to everyone that cared! If you are going through something like this, just hold on, it will pass and you'll come out of it stronger! ❤️
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