bluejay712
fansly
🕑 Added 2023-12-30 00:50:43 +0000 UTC
I wanted to preview my cheeky lil new years set BUT with a bit of a personal note
If you’ve been paying attention you know I’ve been on a little bit of a fitness journey. I won’t lie and say weight loss isn’t a goal, because it is! I did this shoot when I was feeling less than happy about my body and it shows when I look back on the pictures. When I took preview photos at home I loved this set, but when I tried it on during the photoshoot I just felt so bloated and unhappy 🙁
I gave the seller my measurements and the set is still just not the best fit, and I KNOW that’s what is making me feel lumpy and uncomfortable but it makes me so mad that I paid for a custom set and got something that I don’t absolutely love- especially because I know she was almost out of the lace. I’m HOPING that when I get to a more comfy weight for me, this set will fit much better, and I’d love to shoot in it again when that happens, but I don’t want to let my insecurities prevent me from showing this to y’all because I KNOW most of this is all just in my mind and I look hot af, even if there’s a little more overflowing than usual. Hell, pretend it’s your hands giving me a squeeze and no one could be mad at that!
SO just prefacing this post (that will be going up on new years) with this little heart to heart, and hope yall will be as enthusiastically supportive as always 💙
