Shitty bratty/dom/voice reveal, I may delete this later ๐ณ I ..
🕑 Added 2021-03-16 13:38:12 +0000 UTC
Shitty bratty/dom/voice reveal, I may delete this later ๐ณ I didn't want to do anything too extensive because my voice is one of my biggest insecurities ๐ข hearing it played back is like nails on a chalkboard to me. Maybe one day I'll be able to reign in a good domme voice, or feel more comfortable with the way I talk. I just have a long history of not being listened to or taken seriously and I've always attributed it to how I sound. I also experience mild disphoria when I hear my voice play back. But if I can embrace my femme body, shouldnt I be able to embrace my femme voice? And is my desire for a less femme voice just because of the amount of respect I see men get with their deep commanding tones? Why do so many afab queers like me feel like we have to pursue masculinity and abandon femininity, or achieve a completely androgynous aesthetic to be valid in our queer identity? While I do identify as nonbinary, that doesn't mean my gender expression has to be andro, or more masculine. My gender expression is vividly fluid, though I'm my most femme in my sex work.
Anyways, I've got a meaner degradation video in the works. I just had to get over this hump.
