a part of me has something to say⦠so I give this part of me..
🕑 Added 2022-04-07 21:08:24 +0000 UTC
a part of me has something to sayβ¦ so I give this part of me a voice for a moment. πΈ
βI was raised in a monogamous family. My brother stepped forward to represent the men of my family, called to protect me. My head cocks and I wonder if he has any idea what I have lived through. Perhaps the women he knows are strong and sweet. Yes. Are they bad and off the rails like me? Do they know the highs and depths of life that rips you on the rollercoaster and rolls you out into shreds of nothing but existence. He doesnβt know my life so of course he worries. He thinks I want what he wants. Surely everyone wants that. No, Actually, no. I want the wind. I want the music singing to me across the golden horizon from the other side. What we grew up with is not what I want. Iβm sorry my brother. This walk you walk alone. I am out running to the sunrise and my dreams are my children, in my songs I give birth. If you want to play life with me, uncle the shit out of my music.
