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Painting naked is one of my most simple pleasures. I love to..
🕑 Added 2022-02-12 19:24:10 +0000 UTC Painting naked is one of my most simple pleasures. I love to lock myself up alone in my art loft, take off my clothes, turn up the heat, blast some music, and start throwing paint onto a canvas. I usually paint on the floor. This way, I can relax on the ground and lean over the top of the painting. I can drop paint from up above and let gravity pull it down and splash...the surprise of how it will land is fun. I paint abstract art. I have absolutely no idea what I'm about to create, what it will look like or how long it's going to take until I decide the painting is complete. Of course, I love the beautiful finished painting in the end but the real joy is the actual act of painting, the motions I make with my body, the feeling of wet paint on my hands, the surprising patterns of color that somehow get all over my skin LOL, the way the colors swirl together into something better than I could have planned on purpose. Painting teaches me about life. It shows me how the best things are simple surprises and if I start to feel afraid of "messing it up", it's best to just take a really deep breath, say "FUCK IT" and make a bold move. When I'm really feeling blocked/perfectionist, afraid of messing up my painting (because it just started to look really good), that's usually when I'll stick my hand into a can of paint and literally smear the paint across the middle of the canvas...like...WTF are doing??!! you're destroying it! And I'm like...yah....deal with it. It's hella powerful to destroy something beautiful you just created because it shows you that life goes on and that you can take something ugly and make it beautiful again. It comes and goes. We go through phases of beauty and ugliness, back and forth. Painting helps me experience this in a few minutes and I get a little better at living life. “A painting to me is primarily a verb, not a noun, an event first and only secondarily an image.” – Elaine de Kooning Love, Cha — If you’re new here (subscribed after Feb 1st), I sent you a private message today with the video of me painting. These photos are still frames from the video. If you have been subscribed for longer and haven’t seen this video yet (I made it in January… and you want to watch it, let me know and I’ll send it to you now. 😘✌🏼
