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What'd you think of the first (two I think?) episodes of Arc..
🕑 Added 2023-09-01 01:49:12 +0000 UTC What'd you think of the first (two I think?) episodes of Archer? Imma have to wait till its all streaming somewhere till I can watch it so no spoilers but is Cheryl as bonkers as we all know and love?? That's all I care about 😂 Omgosh so to anyone wondering why there wasn't a follow up to my story post last night I called a friend to body double and actually managed almost two hours of work (which is huge bcs nornally it's only a few minutes at a time I can manage and even those days have been rare)! However in the midst of my plans my pain ramped up so badly I fell down just trying to get back in my chair after only going a few steps to the kitchen for meds. Even once I was back resting on my heating bars it didn't chill for ages so then I was just a screaming sobbin ball for a couple more hours from the stabbing abdominal pains on top of (all the regular ones lol) till I was able to get it calmed down! Woof so needless to say I was wiped and still feeling it today but bcs I'm too excited to be getting back into work again (pacing is SO HARD I just wanna do all the things 😭) I had to share a lil more bts Cheryl piccies. And as always I am trying to remind myself to shift my mindset around things like this. My instinct is to both be cross and down on myself that I didn't get everything done I'd wanted and simultaneously mad I didn't stop sooner before such ill effects of "overdoing" it by not pacing well enoigh... Obviously once logic is added in its a no win situation and pretty darn unfair. I wouldn't react to a friend with those things so why am I so quick to tell them to myself? Instead I try to focus on what I *did* get done **including** stopping before I made things even worse for myself and being gentle with myself about the rates I'm learning to pace. Because realistically the parameters are changing every freaking day with a chronic illness and that's a hard situation to learn something in, even for a healthy person not battling various mental and physical illnesses, so for those of us still learning through the setbacks... we doing okay 👌🏻 ! Oh and also any non Archer fans don't worry I still have other fun looks planned to release this month including some exciting try ons and cosplay WIPs but I have to get more work done on Cheryl first! Besides also even if you don't like Archer, who doesn't love the the hot secretary vibe amirite? 😈 PS is it weird seeing Cheryl in half Clara clothes?? I think it messes with my brain haha PPS shoutout to that Myspace angle haha but it's the only way I could get the full outfit shot
