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Big in his Own Way Part 03
🕑 Added 2018-12-16 04:53:43 +0000 UTCGreg headed up the stairs with Chase following close behind. When Greg took two steps it was almost impossible for him to keep up. His little legs were no match for Gregâs thick long ones. However Greg walked past his room and headed towards Codyâs. Chase whimpered at the idea. Telling Zac was one thing but Cody was a completely different story.
âCâmon,â Greg goaded him. âGotta rip that bandaid off sometime. Might as well make it today.â
âButâŚâ Chase tried to protest but Greg had already entered the room. The strong smell of weed escaped the room. If his dad had any idea what that smell was, he would have been kicked out a long time ago. Even if he did help pay for some of the house, his dad did not want his sons doing any sort of drug. He had made that incredibly clear. But somehow Cody had kept it a secret. Even if the smell always seeped into the other rooms.
âCâmon big guy,â Greg called for Chase again. âWhat are you so afraid of?â There was that same blissful ignorance that Greg always seemed to have. But at the same time there was nothing for him to fear. The only thing Cody could do to him is try to make fun of him but Greg was so good with comebacks that it probably wouldnât have even fazed him. He would just shrug it off.
Chase slowly entered the dark room. His brother had been such a hoarder when it came to collectables. He even had a few anime body pillows that had clearly been used several times. âCause 2D women werenât cheating whores.â The window blinds were in a perpetual state of being closed. While heâd painted the room black to make it seem even darker. He loved the looking mysterious and disheveled but blamed the fact that he didnât have many friends on them instead of himself. Despite the clear narcissistic personality he didnât want to admit that he was the mean one. âThey should change for him,â instead of the other way around.
âHeâs not here,â Chase sighed with a bit of relief. âCan we go nowâŚ?â
Greg had made himself comfortable on the bed. He laid his body across the black comforter and sprawled out showing off his massive body. His feet laid on top of Codyâs pillows. âWhyâs that?â he still feigned ignorance why Chase might have wanted to leave.
âBecause I donât know when heâs coming back,â Chase stomped his foot. He was trying to be assertive but his face went red. All Greg had to do was smile and he could feel some of his worries disappear. But that didnât mean he was ready to tell Cody yet.
âHeâll be back soon,â Greg said. He hefted his weight to sit up on the bed and pat the spot right next to him. âHeâs at the gym right now. I bet heâs already changed and headed back here right now.â
âAll the more reason to leave,â Chase crossed his arms. He was fighting the invitation to sit next to his boyfriend. It was just too obvious. And he had to set some kind of boundary. Even if he really wanted to jump on top of his Greg right then and there and start making out. The forbidden nature of his brotherâs room seemed to be driving his sex drive right now. But his logic was trying to stay intact. If Cody found them heâd be in trouble.
âWhy?â Now Greg laid back down across the bed. He couldnât seem to get himself comfortable. But at the same time wanted to show off different muscle groups. âHeâs not going to care.â
âHow do you know?â
âI know.â There was that same smile. That same confident smile that Greg gave him whenever he knew something that Chase didnât. âDoes this look like a more comfortable seat?â he asked patting his hips. There was a bulge starting to appear in his shorts.
Chaseâs face went a little red as he saw it. But he couldnât deny the feeling he was having. However he still didnât act on it. âWe could always do that in my room,â he offered.
âSure itâd be fun. But, how many chances do you get to have in your brotherâs room?â Greg flicked his eyebrows up trying to invite Chase over. âFineâŚâ he gave into Chaseâs defiance. âYou want to know how I know?â Chase nodded. âFine. When he got back from his service he approached me about⌠You knowâŚâ
âWait. What?â Chase said. Suddenly his head felt a little weird about what heâd just heard. Some things werenât adding up. He couldnât quite place it though. He knew something was wrong about what Greg was telling him but didnât know what it was.
âI know. I was shocked too. I didnât think he was interested in guys either. But he said that when he was alone in the desert surrounded by other guys he didnât have a lot of options. You know? So he and some of the other guys experimented and he kind of liked it.â Greg let out a sigh. âI wasnât supposed to tell you but I figured⌠You knowâŚâ
Chase was having trouble gripping with the fact. All his memories seemed to be a little jumbled. He knew his brother always made fun of gay guys but for some reason it felt different. Instead of acting like they werenât real men, he thought it was something about just taglines and bland insults. âButâŚâ
âI know⌠Itâs a lot to take in. I know heâs dating Alecia right now but heâs⌠Not really only interested in her. I didnât do it but I did talk to him a little more. He said he when he was a wrestling in high school there were a few times heâd get hard. He chalked it up to just being a horny teenager but it happened pretty often. Especially when he lost. Thatâs why he worked out so hard. He didnât want anyone to think any less of him,â Greg said.
Thoughts of Cody losing his wrestling matches started to fill his head. It was weird. He wasnât really a sore loser but when he lost one of those matches he wouldnât come out of his room for hours. Chase had always thought it was because he was so dedicated to the sport. Being varsity captain his sophomore year, he really took the sport seriously. But more memories started to fill in the gaps. His addiction to being the strongest guy around, his need to always look tough, his overly adverse reaction to anything that could make him seem even the slightest bit feminine. Every time Chase thought of a memory that would disprove the theory it only made it even stronger.
âJust donât say anything alrightâŚâ Chase said. âIt was kind of confidential. He doesnât want you to know. I told him as long as he doesnât get caught at the gym, I wouldnât say anything. But youâre his brother⌠I figured thatâs kind of a given.â
âHeâs been talking to guys at the gym?!â
âMore than talkingâŚâ Greg tried to hide his grin. âIâd almost caught him one time but theyâd just finished and were cleaning up.â
âSo heâs fucking guys at the gym?!â Chase was even more surprised. His mouth hung open as he thought about how many times heâd seen some of Codyâs friends around. Most of them didnât seem like guys heâd normally hang out with.
âMost of the timeâŚâ Greg shrugged his shoulders.
âWhat do you mean most of the time?â Chase asked. He almost regretted it the second he saw Gregâs head tip forward, implying exactly what he thought. âOh my GodâŚâ
Greg just grinned. âDonât say anything, alright? Itâs just apparently he really likes the little guys topping him. Something about being their little bitch or something. I know he seems like heâd be an exclusive top but heâs got a soft underside. He just doesnât like showing it off. Just when he sees a little guy staring at him he just loves it when they approach him all shy like. Then he takes them to the back of the locker room and lets them have their way with him. Thereâs been a few noise complaints but again no oneâs said anything about whatâs complaining.â
âYouâve got to be kidding meâŚâ Chase was still trying to wrap his mind around what his brother was. All signs pointed to what Greg was saying. Heâd been acting different after heâd come back from his last tour. There were just too many pictures of him shirtless and sometimes pantsless next to other dudes. Heâd wrap their strong bodies under his even bigger arms and hold them tightly. Heâd even framed a few on the nightstand next to his bed.
Chase blinked a few times as he realized the soft baby blue paint on the walls and the blinds open. The soft colors and bright light outside seemed to have blinded him. He saw all the evidence of his wrestling uniform lining the walls and the trophies on shelves. But more importantly all of those items brought back memories of how his brother was in high school. Hyper-masculine and unwilling to look weak in front of anyone. The signed were there but Chase was just angry that he hadnât noticed before. âBut heâs still marrying⌠Whatâs her name⌠Alecia!â
âWell⌠Yeah⌠Aleciaâs a good girl. And he likes her too but you know sometimes heâs got needsâŚâ Greg said. âI hear she doesnât really mind. As long as he stops once they're married.â
âOkay⌠OkayâŚâ The pieces were all falling into place. Chase could feel like it all made sense. He just didnât want to accept it. Then he felt two big arms wrap around his back and pull him in for a tight hug.
âAfternoon brother,â a deep voice growled behind him. âWhat are you doing in my room?â
âIt was Gregâs idea!â Chase instantly threw his boyfriend under the bus. He could feel the hug growing tighter as he felt Codyâs arms tighten around his body.
Greg just laughed. âReally? First sign of confrontation and you fold instantly. But heâs not wrongâŚâ Greg stood up and put his big hand in Codyâs, then pulled it in for a chest bump. âJust wanted to see how you were doing man.â
âSame old. Same old.â Cody shrugged off. âYou know the usual.â
âYeahâŚâ Greg grinned. Chase could tell it was fake but didnât say anything. âI guess you havenât given up your gym time though. Chase always said that I was the only one bigger than you.â
âWell not everywhere,â Cody joked back. He flexed his arms, showing off. His 20 inch biceps were easily some of the biggest at the gym. Heâd taken up lifting after heâd gotten back and didnât give it up for a second. The regimen put him into a mindset like the military. Always something to do. Always someway to make himself better. Both bled into each other making him the perfect dutiful soldier. His short military haircut and shaved body just looked all the more defined. Like he was ready to stage at any second, or rush into a battlefield. Either way heâd be the biggest one out there.
âDoubtful,â Greg flexed back. âUnless you wanna have a competition right now,â he offered.
âOh-ho? Youâd like that wouldnât you?â Cody joked. He gave Gregâs chest a slap with the back of his hand.
âMaybe,â Greg joked back. His fake grin turned real as he saw Codyâs temperament turn even more playful. âBut your little brother has something to say. Donât you Chase?â
Chase stared up at his big brother. Heâd always looked up to the guy for being so strong. Stronger than he ever was. But he also didnât know why he should be afraid either. âIâm gay. And dating Greg.â
âYeah?â Cody said unimpressed. âYou think I donât know that? We workout together at least once a weekâŚâ Codyâs tune changed once he realized how Chase was taking it. âLook man. Iâm sorry for what I did in high school but I donât really care⌠Well careâs not the right word but like it doesnât bother me. I just want you to be happy. Alright?" he paused bringing in a genuine smile. "I mean with a guy like Greg, maybe Iâm a little jealous.â Then ruined it with a joke. He gave Greg another friendly slap with the back of his hand.
âDonât think you could handle me bro,â Greg joked back.
âThat a challenge?â
âOnly if youâre willing.â
Chase watched as the two got right up on each other. He couldnât help but be at least a little bit interested. Even if it was his brother⌠He just sat back on the bed, watching the two bodybuilders flex on one another.
