PeaNutt_Buta
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Pausing June Payments
🕑 Added 2023-05-26 02:24:50 +0000 UTCAll content pushed back another month.
Reminder, if you unsub, you'll still have to pay to return. It is recommended you remain subbed until I officially return. Ultimately, the decision is yours and completely understand if you do unsub.
I'm still recovering and regretfully, I am not able to return in June.
I am a-okay, and the surgery went well! Physically, I'm okay! But I underestimated the emotional-psychological toll. Sleeping a lot, and I'm going to talk to my doctor to see if I'm clinically depressed. (Probably, because I'm not meeting my own unrealistic expectations and not working as much as I would like.)
Regardless, I do not have the content ready and will suspend the payments for those subscribed yet another month.
I am incredibly devastated that this happened during a comic. I might've taken this easier if it was after a comic had been completed.
So I apologize for the incredible delay and hope you all understand. And I understand if you all are angry or frustrated with me.
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Take your time and get yourself in a better headspace. This work will always be here waiting for you! Mental and physical health > work or anything else!
PeaNutt_Buta
I'm not sad or suicidal. I'm tired, exhausted, frustrated, have lack of appetite, and for lack of a better term, unmotivated. Don't get me wrong, the desire to work IS there, but finding the time or to focus on it for more than a few hours to the days I devote to it is really hard. It's also not just affecting my content creation but also other stuff in RL which isn't really helping with my overall devotion to do the work. It was also easier to work when I was not being visited by friends and family to look in on me. Which is nice, but also makes it harder to do this line of work. Page 4 and March Poll Commission are nearly done, and while I could release them in a few days, I'd feel less anxious if I waited until page 5 and 6 were closer to being finished and I actually tackled April's Poll Commission.
