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Updates/Still Around: Art And Games On Twitch
🕑 Added 2021-11-30 15:35:27 +0000 UTCHey all and sorry for the big 'sort of' hiatus here.
After a lot of nervousness and worries about things and how to get them said, I felt it was time to poke everyone with one of my old usual public update posts to talk about big projects.
As most know recently, I have slowly started making things on Twitch and go juggling between the usual artworks and also Twitch streams.
A lot of the newly drawn art are things used for the Twitch setup, which is definitely a lot of work and a lot of fun to do, which I didn't expect at all. I was worried it would have made many feel odd seeing that new focus on my art and it had me very scared of everyone's reactions considering how very 'sudden' all of it would have looked like after drawing all these -big- drawings, if you see what I mean.
We still have a lot of stuff happening, even more than I ever did before, but they are a bit rough to translate as posts here due to the nature of streams and how a lot of posts would just be 'Going Live' messages which I feel would annoy many in their inboxes.
We've been having a good chunk of stuff done on pages like a new Twitter page I made and even a YouTube page archiving all the past VODs of events and silliness.
As some also had me mentioning it to them, the streams are much more relaxing for me and helped a lot getting my mood back in a good place online and even IRL.
I know it may have some not feeling it, but I really needed this change of pace after years bashing myself over things and feeling like I was just a waste of time to many or like I was just good at a single thing and not many other things. Seeing some leaving on my -main- Twitter and even here was also making me fear even more how some of my changes of plans were most likely driving many away when I was just trying to be my true self for once in my life online.
Going making the streams definitely helped me get a good bunch of skills shown and have me developing over them. Art, interacting with audience in a direct way, making a nice spot for anyone wanting to have a safe zone after a rough day, editing animations and even slightly touching 3D again had me very happy and I can't help but mention it openly like this.
On top of all of this, I ended up meeting many new and amazing ones who were supporting all along the ideas behind all of it and why I wanted to open myself to doing EVEN MORE things, which really had me finally smiling for one of the 1st true times ever.
After reading all this, I know some may be worried about my goals and plans, but I want to make sure it's known to everyone:
I'm still around and will not leave or move on from all of this, but I wanted to show I indeed am still doing things and still am as highly active as I used to be around projects.
For anyone curious about it all (hell, even getting to hear my actual voice, yes), feel free to check these links:
Twitch - Twitter - YouTube
As always everyone,
Stay awesome, Pizza Cats
You all got this
