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PILL POP'N - PART 4!
🕑 Added 2021-03-09 07:18:23 +0000 UTCThe husky's starting to REALLY fill out that warehouse. If she gets any bigger pretty soon they'll have to switch to cloud storage! :P
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Hey guys! Apologies for disappearing for a little bit there, I've been told to stop apologizing for such things but it's in my Canadian blood. In the interest of honestly I'll simply lay out what happened there.
Just a little additional fallout from my recent move. You see my little step brother has sickle cell, and would spend most of his time visiting in my room, avoiding his semi-abusive father. So it was no wonder when a few of his item where mixed in with mine after the move. He had some of my belongings as well, we texted and exchanged things back no problem. It was then that my mother started accusing me of stealing his items, saying she was VERY glad that he got them back and it was NO accident that I had ended up with them. It was at this point that an argument broke out that ended with me saying that I never wanted to see her again.
Regardless the incident resulted in me experiencing a rather major depressive episode, just the combination of being assumed to be a bad person and losing the last of my family left me feeling extremely bad just in general. In fact I had never experienced quite that severe a reaction before. I found myself unable to get out of bed for a little over a week. I would get up, barely be able to eat and be too exhausted to want to do anything but go back to sleep. I was completely bedbound just by pure exhaustion for days on end. I've just recently been able to pull myself out of it, had to shave off a whole lot of depression stubble, clean myself up and get back to work.
I thank you all for sticking with me and for your patience during some of these delays. This is something I've definitely struggled with my whole life and even being medicated it can still wipe me out on occasion.
I notice that Patrons tend to jump ship when I've been past deadline or experience delays. That's to be expected, I completely respect that decision and understand the reasoning behind it. However I will say this, I don't take my responsibilities to my audience lightly. I take a deep pride in my work, as silly and lewd as it may be and I promise if you give me time and just stick around I'll do my best to keep making stuff you'll enjoy. Don't bail on me too quickly, I promise I'll always try and make it up by doing whatever I'm doing to the best of my ability. <3 <3
With that said, I really hope you enjoy the upcoming finale of the comic! <3
Comments
Emphyy
I'm usually one of the first comments here...gosh I'm slacking. Great page Rabid dear! Living this story tons. Keep up the good work and don't overdo it. I'm sorry to hear about your family scuffle. It all sounds very difficult and well stupid(on your parents side) like how hard is it to just be a good parent? Your folks need help. Regardless though I am glad you're okay to ok extent. Keep your head up and just remember you have 10x the family here compared to the family you burner bridges with.
Hell Ray
Keep on keeping on. You are a bright light in many stranger's lives.
Drakkece
My thoughts are with you Rabid! Being honest, you were among the first artists I found when I joined the fandom a little over a decade ago and your work was such a huge inspiration for me and my character. I have always loved your stuff and you are one of my idols. <3
Ombre Khymyr
Rabid, I'm so sorry you had to go through all of that - just now that we are here for you if you ever need anything.
Tombfyre
Hope things improve for you on the life front. Family issues are never fun to deal with. :/
Max Kennedy
Hey Rabid. I'm still enjoying this comic with all its hyper beauty~ >w< Really Amazing job! I Just want to say that you don't need to stop apologizing. I'm British so I know what it's like to say sorry every 5 mins haha! X3 Also I'm sorry (see? XD ) to hear about what you've been going though with your family and I speak for all of us fans & supporters that You are a Wonderful Person who has a Hyper Heart of Gold and a Beautiful Gift. I wish we could travel all the way to where you live now and give you all the hugs and support you need. Families can sometimes do or say things that upset us without them knowing, Maybe they're having their own problems to deal with or that Lockdown is getting to them. Either way, All humans are imperfect and it's okay to have low days and that is not a bad thing. I came to this realisation that sometimes you gotta let the tears flow in order to start the healing. Some tears you just can't plug up. We're here for you Rabid. I'm here for you. You are Fantastic Artist, You are a Wonderful Person. And We Love You. *Biggest Hug for You* >,_<
Draconder
Hey there, wonderful series of work right here. They seem to be in a wonderful career now. Goodness I wish I was them. I hope your real life situation gets better, I am here for you if you ever need someone to talk to.
