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🕑 Added 2023-04-15 23:51:36 +0000 UTCJust realized that alcohol is not my biggest problem. I learned to sleep after drinking beer. Because I had serious sleeplessness. But I never get drunk or having hangover I just may oversleep If I drink bit too much. I'm now feeling really bad that i maximized my problems with alcohol, sorry about that. But anyway, for first time ever I radicaly reduced the amount and feel much better now. But my main problem is depression caused by a sorrow of not being able to fulfill my goals. Sometimes pretty simple goals. Such as waking up and going to sleep at the same hours. It may sounds silly but I don't need to wake up at certain hours as freelance artist. How many of you would love to crush your alarm and continue sleep if you only had a chance to. But if I would be succesful with that I could give up with the alcohol completely. I had a really busy week with my family during easters, now I'm finally free and managed to work for two past days. Still in good shape after such break but it goes rather slow. Maybe I could also find solution for that. But it would be hard with my ambitions and habit for putting renders for later because I just felt that I could do them better some other day. My current goal is to prepare two weekly updates with current Clone Masters before the May. Then I can start with new (3) Clone Masters. I feel I gonna make it!
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