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April Rewards Sent! (Kind of)
🕑 Added 2019-05-06 21:20:35 +0000 UTCApologies once again for the delay. I'm sure some of you are already sick of me apologizing whenever I post rewards, but I need to... because I'm always late...
I know I said I'd do a nep illustration but I couldn't make it in time ;_; I wanted to do something really cool for the Neps but I just couldn't think of a great idea. I think I set such a high expectation, something way above my current skill level and I got frustrated for not being able to achieve it. I tried redrawing many times but something was always missing and now it's already 1 week into May and I'm honestly just exhausted trying to force it.
So I think I'm going to let it go for now and tackle it again later next week because I need to relieve the pressure on me. Believe me I really want to draw a finished nep illustration but at this rate I'm just gonna go crazy.
I'm going to leave the WIPs of the failed nep illustrations here because I figured you might still be interested in seeing them. But I need to close the April rewards and move on.
That's kind of a downer but I really want to do better, even more so because you guys helped me reach my first Goal! It's honestly so motivating and humbling that you guys support me even if I'm always late ;_;
Anyway. I just want thank everyone for all the support! I especially want to thank my long time supporters who were here from the very beginning, thanks for sticking by me.
Speaking of beginnings, I launched my Patreon around June last year sooo we are approaching the first year anniversary. That's actually a really big deal for me and I want to do something special for you guys!
But that's for another month. I really need to sleep now. Once again thank you for your support guys and hope this month goes better, I'll certainly do my best!
Cheers!
PS. for $5 and $10 patrons, in case you haven't seen it, I added 'patreon iowa 2.png' and 'patreon iowa.clip' in the respective $5 and $10 folders. I dont even know how I forgot to add them
Comments
ArchePatreon
It's really hard to choose new ideas and bride Noire. I even want to finish it through commission. Are you still accepting commission?
Sendo
Good advice, thanks. I dunno about coloring the bride Noire, but if I still cant think of any other ideas later I might actually color and finish it.
ArchePatreon
Relax. Do something else and maybe get new inspiration. By the way, do you plan to colored bride Noire in the future?I love it very much~
Sendo
Heheh I love me some hot pants myself so I keep drawing them :3 I'll do my best going forward! Thanks!
Sendo
I'll do my best! Thanks for your comment!
Sendo
Thank you man, I really appreciate your comment. I do want to avoid pressuring myself, but I also want to become more professional, whether it's meeting my deadlines or achieving a certain level of quality. It's a hard balancing act but I think as long as I keep doing my best I'll get better eventually. Thanks for your support, it means a lot!
LewdCartoonsAccount
No worries about the delay, all of those WIPs look fantastic anyhow! Big fan of the short shorts in 1 & 3 & Beru's hips in the first.
Lionfranky
As long as more Nep arts come out, I am happy. Just take your time.
Garysan
I can't speak for everyone, but maybe those who complain your fails or being late probably want that apology lol. I'm here to support your art, because I really like it not because I'm paying for your work (I assume that's what Patreon is for) So, don't stress out it'd be sad to see you leave cause you pressure yourself too much D:
