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Fanfiction Chapter Sneakpeak💘
🕑 Added 2023-12-13 23:05:15 +0000 UTCI wrote some today and i would like to share 💖 enjoy!!
-- Geto x OC FF: Savior / Chapter sneakpeak
Lookin down at your lap, you bit your lip as the concentration took over you. The last bead of the nearly finished bracelet was put in place, as you knotted the last two strings together.
Would the size fit him? You opened it again and added some more beads just to make sure. His hands flashed into your mind immediately. Their gentle touch that roamed over your body was still felt as if it happened just now. And so were the emotions, but your mind was clearer now.
You felt bad. You felt bad at how you reacted and all the confusion you had torwards Suguru as he touched you yesterday. The fact that now you felt like he wouldn't try to touch you anymore, it broke your heart to know that Suguru possibly thought that it had something to do with your feelings torwards him. Which was the furthest from the truth. And you took the time you had today to look a little deeper within yourself.
Love was a mystery to you, affection a far dream to get. Worthy to be liked by someone, to think someone would just as much as find your beauty was a concept you never experienced. But if there was love then it was what you felt torwards Suguru. It was hard to put into words or even try to make sense of that storm in your mind but what you knew was that as soon as Suguru was with you, the sky in your mind cleared. It got peaceful, it got safe. Everything about him you realized made your heart flutter. And since you started to get closer this feeling just got stronger and stronger.
Thats why the past occasion hurt you even more. You didn't want Suguru to think less of you, to think you didnt desire him.
You slowly put the bracelet in a satin little bag and closed it.
Wether or not it was intentional, and even if Suguru said he was fine with it and wants to take it even slower. You saw it in his eyes, you did push him way and the thought if him seeking his pleasure anywhere else made your stomach turn. You knew damn well that Manami just waited to put her claws into Suguru as soon as she just got a hint that Suguru wasnt okay with touching you.
And thats why you had to do something.
You had no idea how to even start that conversation with Suguru, you never tried to tell your feelings to someone till now and you were afraid to mess this up. But if he knew, if he heard it from your lips, that you loved him and be official. Maybe he would take your initiative and see that it was all that yesterday was, was just a misunderstanding. Wrong timing if you will.
But you found out now, that you needed to know, if he also really liked you back. If this was as serious to him as it was for you, that if he knows what you feel for him, he may see that itw worth the time. That you are worth of his time.
You knocked on the door and waited patiently. You heard some mumbling and to your dismay it was Manamis voice tgat echoes through the thin walls. Sugurus voice was heard immediately after the knock and you entered.
She was writing something down but stood immediately as Suguru looked up and saw you standing in the doorframe.
She bowed to him only of course and walked awfully slow torwards you. Swinging her hips ever so slowly but enough to catch Sugurus eye. You couldnt say if it was cuz he liked it or if he was annoyed that it was taking her so long. She just smiled at you as she walked past you.
As much as you wanted to give her an disgusted look, you kept it to yourself. Therr was more important things rn.
"I didnt wanted to interrupt"
"You never do" he said with a light smirk. Which made u smile softly as well.
You walked in and stood infront of him, only a small low table inbetween you. He sat confortably, one leg angled up supporting his ellbow, thick thighs strecking the material of his robe.
It was hard to find the words to start your confession, so you slowly swollowed.
"I have something.. for you"
Sugurus eyes widend ever so slightly and giggled.
"Another dress to show me or..?"
"What no! I -" you were taken back and in complete shock. Blood rushed into your cheeks at his cheeky question. That took you completely by surprise and threw off the whole dialogue u had put in your mind.
He sensed that and rose from the floor.
"Its not.. that"
You said and looked up to him as u saw his shadow tower over you.
You took the bracelet you made nervously from your pocket and let the satin small bag plopp in his big hand. His face lit up with curiosity. He gently opened the bag and took the jewlery playing with the beads and (a emotion that showes he liked it LSLDL)
"Where did u get this from?"
"I.. made it for you"
(Add getos immediate reaction)
"Baby.." he whispered softly and cupped your cheek. "It looks so cute, well done"
You couldnt bare to look into his beautiful eyes any longer before your legs would give in. He looked like a god lookin down at his precious little lamb. It was kinda cute seeing this big masculine man putting on this little bracelet. It was like a tiger putting on fluffy socks. And it was so cute to widness. The duality if him made ur heart flutter.
"Suguru I.. wanted to apologize.. for yesterday, how i reacted. I wasnt in my right mind" you didnt dare to look up yet, instead leaning into Sugurus hand that still was on your cheek and gently caressed his knuckles. He stayed quiet, not wanting to interrupt your thoughts.
"I.. actually made that bracelet as a symbol. I dont know how to discribe it.. It's like to say that we are a.."
"Couple? A couple bracelet?" He finished your rambling of words. Helping you to find the right term.
Your eyes lit up. "Yes! Yes. Exactly that"
Suguru pulled you in, feeling his broad chest ingulf you. Sofly listening to his heartbeat, you closed your eyes and gladly nuzzled into him.
"I will wear it with honor" he whispered in your hair. Taking in your sweet shampoo scent kissing the top of your forhead. You had to look at him at this point, was that.. a confirmation?
You took all of your courage left in you to ask him that.
"Does that mean that, you like me too?" Gosh that sounded awful, you thought. But your vocabulary in this kind of things was rudimentary and just not as nuanced as you hoped it to be.
Suguru was taken back from that question, as if he couldnt understand how you would come up with this in the first place. He had a smile on his lips, his eyes even pityful.
"You're mine, you always were."
Comments
Polariae
Hell yes 😩💖
RubyReds
I really like it, we're gonna need more 😊
Alisha
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