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Trap Online Chapter 206: Unexpected Apology
🕑 Added 2024-02-29 07:15:55 +0000 UTCIt must have taken longer than I thought as my alarm blared in my ears, and it was time to log out before I even made it back to the house. I was trying to keep that schedule, so I wondered if Viccy would still be logged in when I got back to the house. It felt weird delaying the completion of the quest, but it was what it would be.
When I did get back, there was food on the table with a note that we would have a meeting in the morning. I took it in stride as I came back late, and I ate the food, then joined the mosh pile of female and futanari bodies cuddling into Iona's breasts before logging out.
Getting out of the pod after the last couple of days in the game was weird. It was like there was something grimy about dealing with all of those churches. Hunting what they liked and making an illusion of myself like that was just gross. I found that I wanted Iona and Viccy the most as I liked the dick on Women. I was okay with it on men, as weird as that thought was. Something about it was just not the same.
Maybe the introduction to it?
That demon basically drugged me, but he wasn't my first man technically. I frowned deeply as I got out of the pod, unsure of what it was exactly. I thought about what I liked about the Futanari women that I had been with, and I liked their soft skin. The feeling of their nipples pressing against my back as they rammed it home from behind. Watching their breasts as they bounced in front of me or against me as they rammed home. The fact that I could reciprocate and take them in the pussy after that.
But I could technically do that all with a man, too.
I got into my shower and hosed myself off while thinking about why this was suddenly bugging me when I heard the door open behind me. "Hey, We all went to bed early because today was a late day, and we did not know when you would make it back. Did you eat?" Victoria asked, coming into the bathroom. I turned a little surprised at her entry and watched as she stripped off her shirt, bra, and panties. She quickly stepped into my shower and grabbed some body wash. "Turn around, let me do your back," She offered, which I took up.
I felt her hands start to wash my back, and her fingers were all over my back before I felt Victoria's breasts up against my back. "I want to say I am sorry for the last week or so," Victoria suddenly said. Her breasts mashed against my back, and she moved them up and down, and I could feel them glide all over my back with hard nipples poking out. "I didn't know how to feel after the miscarriage. I didn't even notice unless you pointed it out," Victoria sighed, "You know," She paused and wrapped her arms around my hips, pulling me back into her. "I liked the thought of having a family with you. I never really cared about kids in the past, and I never thought about having them myself. I am not even sure if I am fertile since I never checked. I mean, I was pregnant, but who knows if my womb is viable for an embryo to grow. I think I want to find out just for curiosity's sake." Victoria told me. Then Victoria chuckled a little, "I have a fucking medical degree in Neurology, but I didn't even notice my own health."
I reached down to my stomach, where she held me close to her, and I could feel how vulnerable she was. I didn't know what to say and stifled a chuckle from escaping at the last comment. I slowly and seriously replied, "You know, after I started to make those big contracts and expanded rapidly. Put my company on the market and started to rake in the tens of millions in what almost seemed like overnight; my family asked me for money," I told her, "Again and again, I gave them tens of thousands, which turned into hundreds of thousands. They spent my money faster than I spent my money. I cared for them, though; I loved them. They were my brother, Sister, Mother, Father, of course I loved them. I also saw that they didn't care about me one time when I was sick. I called and asked them for someone to come over and help me out while I was sick." I sighed as I thought about the painful memory, "I was borderline delirious or was not even sure how sick I was. They told me that they were all too busy to help me. No one showed up. I called the ambulance, and I was hospitalized for a month, and none of them showed up. I was too busy spending the five million I sent them days earlier. I found out they already blew that money in just over a month. When I got out of the hospital twenty pounds lighter and looking anorexic, they only showed up and asked for more money from me." I chuckled, "That is why I cut off my family, and I wanted a family that truly cared for me."
Victoria held me even tighter, and I continued, "I was in despair at the time. I was lonely, and I did not care at all for a girlfriend. Lovers were a pain in the ass to me at the time. I wanted a family and someone who cared about me. I didn't want to bribe them with money or smack someone with a brick of cash. I just wanted someone who cared, and so I went the adoption route. I had no idea what I was even looking for," I chuckled, feeling sad and remembering all the emotions of that time. "I went to foster houses to meet teens, children, and babies who had been abandoned for various reasons. Parents died and couldn't afford to keep the child. Drug addicts, you name it, I saw it when I was looking." I felt Victoria press somehow even harder as she listened, "I met Gloria and walked up to her as she was dealing drugs," I chuckled, "She probably thinks I didn't notice at first, but I saw that look in her eyes, you can still see it. That determination to better herself, make, and do more. There was that drive in there, and when she looked at me, it wasn't seeing me for the fancy suit I was wearing. She was sizing me up and looking deep into me at that moment. I felt it, so I made up my mind there; I felt she was looking at me for who I was instead of what I was. We talked, and more and more, my gut instinct proved me correct. I knew at first she cared more for my money than me, but she became my family. Sure, it was hard at times, and she rebelled a little, but that was what kids do. It is what I did. She is my family now, and I never want to make her feel less or anything like that."
Silence came over us, and I confessed, "I don't know if I want a child or not, Victoria. I don't know, and I think it will remain that way at this point. Is it bad that I remain undecided?"
Victoria gripped me stronger and nodded against my neck, "It is bad to remain undecided but perfectly acceptable because I am the same, Rick. I don't know if I want to be a mother."
Silence reigned in the shower as the hot water poured over us and down into the drain. I felt her hands just holding me tight. "Can- Can," Victoria paused once again, "Can we go back to how things were with us just enjoying ourselves? Loving each other and how things end up are how they end up?" She asked.
"I would like that."
