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Trap Online Chapter 184: Need to Think
🕑 Added 2023-08-03 00:19:14 +0000 UTCDinner with Li, Gabby, Victoria, and my daughter Gloria went well. Li had good food out, and everything was looking much better. My daughter was used to people outside the family inside the house doing things for me, but this was the most there had ever been. Gloria had been in a foster home with half a dozen kids before, so the crowded dining room was nothing special.
Gloria was happy that her room had also not been touched, as I kept it like when she moved out. I was happy seeing her become so much more independent but still love me, unlike my blood family. It was something that I knew I should not think about too much, but it was just true. Unlike my blood family, Gloria rarely asked me for things, and she seemed to only care about me.
Her getting into Harvard and starting classes there was something that she put in the effort for. I never contacted anyone there to try and get her in. It was her achievement, and I could not be prouder. I may be paying for everything else, but I cared for her and did not want to see her work while she was in university. That was something that I just did not want to see happen. So many fail while working in a university, even as many succeed.
I knew I was thinking too much about her as Dinner came to a close, and she smiled at me, "Daddy, I am a little tired from the drive. I am going to hit the bed. I don't have classes tomorrow either, but I have some homework to finish. Please, Don't worry about me; I do want to talk a little tomorrow morning, though," Gloria said before heading to bed. Gloria smiled at me before leaving the table. "Good night, Daddy; I hope you will talk with me a bit more in the morning. I can tell you are lost in thought, though," Leaving those words behind, she left toward the bed.
I did not talk much around the dinner table, and Gloria could tell why. I could not help but smile, and I showed my smile to the ladies, "I am going to go check on something," I said, getting up after a moment as I finished my food not long ago, so I got up and walked to my office. I knew I wanted to think about things before talking to Victoria, but I wasn't sure how long that would be.
I knew what she was thinking or around what she was thinking, but this was something I should have chosen when I told her. It wasn't up to some damn bet, and I wasn't even sure what I wanted when it came around to it. Again it was because I was not even sure how I felt about looking more like a woman than a man. My feelings on it were undecided, and Victoria took that opportunity to decide that before I talked to my daughter about it.
Knowing that my daughter would be fine with me no matter how I was dressed, or anything for that matter, wasn't up for debate. It was the choice of time that was my decision or if I wanted to do so. Elli was my online persona, and I wasn't sure how I completely felt about that or anything. I knew that I was changing just by the fact that I participated in sex with Victoria instead of her doing everything like it had with every other woman in my life prior.
Sighing, I leaned back as I heard the door open and close, and I turned to see Victoria with a blush of shame on her face. Her blonde hair was done into a ponytail, and her face showed the remorse that she felt. "I- I am sorry, Rick, I got caught up with the bet thing and," I put up a hand stopping Victoria's apology.
"Honestly, Victoria," I told her with a soft smile, "I know the reason behind it just like I know the reason for you to quickly try and confess to it right before my Gloria knocked and I hadn't closed the door. You and I always were hard on the people we made bets with. It would not be the first time that a punishment went out of hand on us," I said with a wry smile, "You thought at first that this was one of your unattended consequences of me wearing women's clothing for two weeks. Something Li or Gabby said probably woke you up to the fact that you should tell me and let me choose. Then Gloria took the opportunity away from you. The problem is that you also robbed me of that choice," I told her.
Victoria blushed deeply, and I saw her turn away from looking at me before looking at me with tears in her eyes. "The worst part is that I don't even know my own feelings on this subject, and now," I shrug, "I still don't know how I feel, but I don't hate dressing up as a woman, and I don't hate the changes in my life. I don't hate you, and I don't hate our current relationship, whatever we want to call it, because we have not put a label on it." I told her flatly, "But I am a little mad right now, Victoria. I am mad because this was one of those things that I should have chosen when I will or won't tell Gloria. Still," I sighed, "I guess better telling her than not, but," I shrugged, and I stood up, "I will have to punish you for this; I am unsure how yet," I finished.
Victoria looked at me with a smile, "You forgive me?" She asked.
"At this moment, I have to think of a proper punishment for you. It will be after that suitable Punishment that I will forgive you," I told her, making her smile. I closed the distance and kissed her red lips, "But I've never been able to stay mad at you for long," I said openly and honestly. Back in our university days, I could never stay mad at her for a long time. "But, Never, Do, Something, Like, This, Again," I told her strictly and honestly.
Victoria nodded, and I grinned as I thought of something wicked. "Maybe I should put your Game character into a chastity cage for a month?" I said with my inflection at the end, making it a question. Victoria grew a concerned look at me as she seemed to think about it.
"That is a little extreme, isn't it?" Victoria asked.
"Extreme?" I asked with a raised eyebrow. "Maybe, Maybe not," I replied, "I am not going to tell you the punishment because I have not come up with one yet. But, for now," I said, walking past her, "My little girl is going to bed, and I am unsure of myself right now." I told her flatly, "I think I am going to go to bed in my bedroom to think."
Victoria looked sad when I told her that but nodded. I could see the disappointment as I walked out of my office. Victoria was sad and disappointed, but I was mad and disappointed with her. I needed time to think, and a night was the minimum that I was willing to spend some time and think about it all.
I walked from the office to my room and found myself looking in the mirror once I entered my room. A small-breasted woman looked back at me, and I still did not know how I felt about that.
I did not hate it, though.
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Madjic
Sorry for being late with this chapter. I have been looking at this chapter for the last couple of hours thinking. I hope you enjoy but I would love to hear feedback. Thanks!
