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Free Free Freeπ±π±π May is Free!
🕑 Added 2022-04-23 18:10:45 +0000 UTCGuys guys guys, did you hear!?π±π Did you hear about this!!?π±π±π Probably not coz i forgot to tell youππ€π¬
So next month's my birth monthππ° and i wanna give ya guys a giftπ€ππ... Not how it's supposed to work i know, but hey-π€π€ You guys deserve a gift π₯Ίπ That's why I'm pausing the bill cycle for the next monthπ€π
Again, the month of May is gonna be free free free! π±ππ€πππ (And probably the month after that one as well π€«π Hush, not sure yet, but probablyπ)
Also, I've got some personal selfish reasons as well you knowπ¬π There will be rewards, but not the same ones as usualπͺ.. I'll try to make one-maybe two very good pieces, and everyone will get it no matter your tier (only during the free months, it'll go back to normal during regular months) ππ Why I'm doing this you ask?
Well, you must've noticed that my recent pieces aren't--π¬π¬ππππ€π€ --aren't that good tbh... The genderbent Zorro piece i did, that derpy face, remember!?πππ© Also, I've been having trouble getting inspired to draw-or in some cases to finish-a piece these daysπ£.. I've just completely scrapped a whole dtiys piece i was working on coz...π€ Coz it looked like a hot mess--total garbage-trash!
Now i know what you guys are gonna say...π€π
"Oh cheer up, Viviπ₯Ίπ you're not trash artist, we love your works.π€ Remember the Jenn and Nyx piece, remember the Sparkler piece you just teased?π₯π₯ They're really good, Viv. You da best!ππ₯π"
And I'll be like "oh shucks, you guys--π€π€π€ππ--NOOOOOOπ€π€π€π€! THEY SUCK, MY ARTWORKS SUCK, AND I CAN'T DRAW FACES THAT LOOK LIKE CUTE FACES AT ALL, AND MY ANATOMY IS WONKY, AND EVRYTHING ABOUT MY PIECES SUCK, AND I AM NOT EVOLVING, I--AM--NOT--GETTING--ANY--BETTER!!!! π€π€π€π€π©π©ππ AND I KNOW I CAN DO BETTER!! I KNOOOOOW!!!!" πͺπͺπ
Another reason i kinda want to take these two months off (sort of) is because of my failing healthππ₯Ί... Some of you might know this already, but in the last few days i got some shocking diagnosis.ππ Apparently the stress, the lack of sleep and the lack of food (π¬ i have that skinny people problemπ) has finally caught up to me ππ and I've got severe lack of vitamins and blood, and that's the reason I'm feeling dizzy, exhausted and all depressed all the time these daysπ£π... Also, the doctor did say i might have an underlying heart disease, but thankfully the reports came normal (except for the vitamins and blood issuesπ)... But it's nothing to worry aboutπ€π As long as i sleep right, eat right and more, and do something about them stress levels, I'll be totally fineππ.... Gosh I was so horrified when i learnt i might have a heart issues though π£π£ππi cried for hours, i was so scaredπ₯Ίπ₯Ίππ.... But thankfully, it's nothing like that. But it's probably a harsh wakeup call if anythingπ€π€π it's like I've got a second chance, and I'm not gonna waste it... So...πͺπͺ Yasssss, gonna start taking better care of myselfπ€π€π Gonna have to!! π₯Ίπ
So, that's exactly why I'm giving ya guys two months freeππππͺ (also, my birthday and allπ₯Ίππππ yayyy) (also also, because I'm gonna use those two months to experiment, practice, and get good at drawing faces, boobies and vaginasπ€π€π₯) But in the mean time, I'm gonna post doodles and failed sketches, I'm gonna go slow and never rush anything again, and I'm gonna draw either some masterpieces or not draw anything at allπ€π€π€π₯ but NOT--POSTING--TRASH--AGAIN--EVER!!!π€ππ
Phewπππ wow, that went wellπ€ππ
In short: Health issues...π΅βπ« Need to get better at art π€... and Birthday π Next month's freeπ€π The month of June might be free as wellπ€π and I'm gonna use this time to rest my head and learn how to draw faces and boobies rightπππ€π
That's it for nowπ€ππ ....π Darn essayπ€π
Hugs and kisses y'allπππ€ and all that happy sunny summer tasty frost sexy watermelon sugar high vibesπππππππ₯ππ
Comments
Draken_art_minis
You're very welcome! I hope your health issues get resolved and that you can find your motivation again. But take all of the time that you need!
Vivacious Alice
π₯Ίπ₯Ίππππ tooooo sweet!! AAAA, thank you thank you so so much for saying that hunπππ and thanks so so much for the early wishes. π€ You don't owe me anything dear, don't worry about it. And you're right...π₯Ίπ The motivation is running dry atm, mainly because all the health issues and whatnot... so I'm gonna use this time to get on the plan, chane my lifestyle a bit, and learn new ways to make beautiful art quickly and beautifullyπ€ππ
Draken_art_minis
Well thank you for the free month, but I feel like I owe you a birthday present after all! And speaking of which, happy early birthday! As an artist myself, I can fully understand needing to take time to pull away from the hobby and refocus, especially if the inspiration runs dry. So please take all of the time that you need, you will always have my support. The reason I support you is because you're an amazing person (not too mention your characters always put a big smile on my face) I'm sorry to hear about your health, I've got that skinny person, not eating enough, or too much unhealthy food = ice-cream every day, fried food) problem. So I know all too well what you're going through. So if you ever need anything at all, you know where to find me. I'll always offer advice, or just be a sounding board if you need it π
