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Life/health Update (spoilers: not good)
🕑 Added 2020-05-31 20:08:25 +0000 UTCHello people, hope you're all doing well.
Things here have been rough to say the least. As my doc instructed me I completed another round of pills and did additional tests to check what was wrong with me. The CT scan showed nothing wrong with the middle ear so the problem is in the inner ear but the cause is still undetermined. One thing she told me, though is that if after taking this last round of pills things didn't improve, it was highly likely that they wouldn't do at all. I do feel a partial improvement (louder sounds) but I still hear only high frequencies and the tinnitus persist constantly.
I will ask for another opinion but for now that's not a priority because on top of everything my wife was very recently diagnosed with breast cancer so I've turned my focus completely on her.
The preliminary test say it's not too aggressive which give us some sort of relieve. Her doc ordered more tests to the biopsy and we are currently waiting on those results. She also has to do a number of tests to check her overall health and determine what the best treatment would be e.g. Surgery, chemo and/or radiotherapy. All we can do until then is wait.
We are trying to hang in there but I can't help to feel like everything is fucked up and bullshit! I'm angry, sad, frustrated and tired.
I'll post some sketches and coloring pieces I managed to do before we had to deal with our new normal and I'll update the reward folders as soon as I upload them and I'll extend the access to 'em for another month to compensate for my lack of finish content.
Stay safe and thank you for your support now more than ever.
Comments
Tokifuji
Sounds good, I want more good days than bad for you tho, take care! oAO
Skoll666
I wish you and your wife all the best and I cross my fingers that the diagnosis isn't turning out that bad. I guess, most won't have any problem, if there will be less or no content in this current situation. So take your time, if necessary and take care!
nd
That sucks man, take care!
Rajii
Thank you so much Toki, I do want to focus on the things I can control and I know there will be good and bad days ahead so I'll take things one day at a time. Thank you!
Rajii
I never excepted to be in this position, I suppose no one does. I thank you very much for your support! and $1 is not measly at all and it will help us a lot so thank you again!
Rajii
I truly does! Thank you so much for your support and well wishes.
Rajii
You are too kind, thank you! I do want to keep working and giving you guys more content but I will keep your advice in mind.
Rajii
Thank you! it truly means a lot to us!
Tokifuji
Oh man.... that's awful! I really hope for the best for you both moving forward, and of course feel your feelings and don't be pressured into forcing yourself to work, will be here to keep up support!
AlexNil
I can't say I know how it feels to go through what you are going through but what I can say is that there's a lot of people, me included, that will always support you no matter what apocalypse is going on outside, so even if it's my measly $1 it's a $1 you can always count on. I hope the best for you.
Jiggly
It never rains, it pours. We are all rooting for you so please hang in there! If it's anything, I have no intention of stopping my pledge, especially knowing you need all the support you can get. You can do it!
I know I’ve said it before, but your well being comes before trying to appease random people on the internet. If you need a break, by all means take one! We’ll be here for you whenever you feel ready :)
aigami
I do hope you have a better night rajii, you are such an amazing artist and your art is worth waiting for “, life comes first and we will be here cheering for you and helping you out, you got a fan from AK cheering you on ^^
Magitechnician
I will keep that in mind, but as things stand don't worry about me!
Rajii
Gracias!!! a penas termine esta mierda de COVID nos tenemos que juntar! Un abrazo grande!
Freckles
Lo bueno es que se detectó temprano! Ánimo amigo, las cosas mejorarán... a la próxima que nos juntemos te invito la gulden draak.
Rajii
It definitively sucks! We will do our best to defeat this fucking thing! Thank you so much for your pledge and horny moral support!!! But again if you need to stop pledging for whatever reason please do!
Rajii
Thank you! It really means a lot! I'll say it again though, if you need to stop pledging for whatever reason please do! Don't feel like you must, do it only if you are able to and won't negatively impact your own finances.
Magitechnician
Well shit my dude I’m so sorry to hear that :< you can count on my pledge no matter what. And the moral support of horny strangers
Rajii
Thank you so very much! we truly appreciate all of you. You allow me to provide for my family and keep doing what I like doing although I don't have much to show for at the moment! But please, if you need to stop pledging for whatever reason please do! You need to take care of yourselves too especially in these fucked up times. Thank you again!
NeuRatic
We support you 100% my dude, and no matter what, we will remain loyal fans and supporters. I cant speak for everyone when I say this but I know you can message me if you need to chat
Nick H
Dude, holy crap, that sucks so hard. I am really, truly sorry, and there’s nothing I can say that will make it better. But, for whatever it’s worth, you have a random stranger in the USA rooting for you. Life throws us curveballs sometimes, but the silver lining is that it makes you appreciate life even more. I will continue to pledge to you for several more months, regardless of whether or not you post anything. I’ve been a fan of your stuff for a while. Take care of yourself and your wife. We’ll be here. ❤️
