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This week's videos 19/05
🕑 Added 2025-05-19 00:37:03 +0000 UTCHello Lovelies! I am excited to welcome the new week with all these videos which should be exciting! I really had to rein myself in towards the end of last week, because I was going to film ep 2 of Kian's b&b but I forced myself to rest. It was a really exhausting week with my mum visiting, and while I love her, anyone who also has conservative asian parents will know how much of a mental load it can be to be around them. Especially when a lot of the reasons you're in therapy stem from them. So a lot of the time it means that they end up dumping a storm cloud back onto you when you've just felt like you're becoming dry.
I don't know who might be dealing with this as well lately, but I hope you're ok and that you can find ways to make sure you're prioritising your mental health. Being children of our parents we can't help but always have a part of us that subconsciously and automatically want our parents, love, acceptance or praise but when we only get negative comments or insensitive remarks, even when we think we have trained ourselves not to take any of that weight on board, it still stings.
Just know, you're not alone and it's a battle that isn't short or easy. But know I am along side with you and know you can get through it. Just knowing that we will always be more emotionally mature or evolved than our own parents sucks, but we can do our best to not become a mirror image of their mistakes and shortcomings. You got this! <3
~~~~This week's Videos~~~~~
✅BTS Jin - Kian's Bizarre B&B Episode 2
✅Seventeen WOOZI x HOSHI - Park Bogum interview
✅TXT comeback content
[moved to next week] Stray Kids' Han interview
⬆️P1harmony and JO1 KCON JAPAN 2025 [SMML Request]
✅early YT - P1harmony comeback
⬆️early YT - JO1 comeback
Mega Lovelies +
⬆️Goblin Episode 12
✅Weak Hero Class 2 Episode 3
✅Weak Hero Class 2 Episode 4
*if a YT video is private it's because it's now scheduled for public release <3
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Comments
tracy4jester
no melbourne? T___T that sucks! I wish more groups were able to come to brisbane, the flights and hotels get so expensive, so for now even melbournians to travel is sucky. But I suppose who knows why they had to only pick 1 city.
Kat
Ah really get you Tracy. Sending love and good that you managed to take some more rest. As you say our mental health is most important 🩷
Ebxox
I hope reacting gives you a good outlet to relieve the tension x And some good news…… P1harmony just announced a tour!! They are coming to Sydney in August, unfortunately no Melbourne stop this time!
purple_devil
💜
Marii
sending you love, been through it all!! hopefully the reacting gives you some comfort 😕🫶🏻
Xia Lias
Much love, you are definitely not alone
