Post "FULL EPISODE 74 📸" by "Nicole Ant"

Kelly klarkson

Love this chapter the most. So much pure love at once. Sons love for more. Boys love for other boy. Moms love for son. Rawwww emotions

Nala Raven

I’m rereading the series and this episode always makes me cry 😭😭😭😭😭😭

Greek

I’ve reread the entire series 4 times and this still makes me want to cry every time

Guylord

Literally almost cried 😭 my heart 😭💔

Pōmaikaʻi

my heart!

Hayden Jay

I just bought patreon. J DIDN'T EXPECT TO CRY!!!!

emym728@gmail.com

the fact that he had a crush on onyx since they were kids 😭

Darwin

Everything is NOT okay 😭😭😭

JoJo

Loving the fact that he seems to have a rather nice and NOT homophobic mum✨️

Katy Ruiz

Honestly even with my friendships that haven’t been super long like that but my friends and I go through our patches where we don’t talk to each other and the other does or doesn’t check in. I can also see both sides as someone who drinks a lot of depresso espressos I disappear a lot as a default and flight reflex and feel even worse if my friends don’t check in but at the same time I’ve been on the end to not check in on a friend even if ik they’re going through a rough time.

Poo

Bro istg if they don’t make up soon I might cry

Yads

That also being said it is kinda a dick move if he has heard keane drank a depresso espresso, and hasn’t done anything. I’m a bit torn either way tbh

Yads

K so like, unpopular opinion, but as someone who has a childhood friend since 3 (I am 18 now). I have at multiple occasions stopped talking to him and vice versa. Like yes we used to go everywhere together, yes Ik his entire family, butttttttt, it isn’t odd for him to disappear. And when I’m worried I just ask a family member. So yea it might seem like a dick move, but finding out he is alive ain’t hard and don’t require talking to keane. If anything onyx probably knows how fucked up keane is rn. People talk and if their families are close, he is gonna hear it. That also being said the first time he disappeared I freaked out (I was also 15), then again I also didn’t text him that we need space. Sorry for the small word dump, but honestly to me onyx not checking up on keane through talking to him just doesn’t seem that serious to me

Yeet Yeet

whyd this make me cry…gn T-T

PeacheVR

I stg if it don’t go up from here I’m gonna virtually smack you- (not really you’re amazing and this is an amazing story) BUT IMMA BE REALLY MAD 😭😂

Isabella

me too...me too.

bro

i think this is now my favourite episode, so sad and so sweet😭😭

elaina

probs my fav episode now. i love sad shit like this. i have a problem

elaina

THE WAY IM SOBBING RN OMFG WHEN HE HUGGED HIS MOM AND TOLD HER HE LOVES ONYX OMFG

uwunae

Oh, Keane… the backstory was really cute, loving baby Keane’s reaction to baby Onyx (I would’ve made the mistake, too LOL). And I’m really happy seeing Keane with his mum, he really needed that hug and comforting words. We can just go up from here y’all.

ari rose

ugh this broke my heart

sunshine2919

Wait, was it raining here? I remember Keane mentioning a few chapters back that it was raining during the 1st time they met 🤔 I’ll just assume it is! Haha 😆

Peter+Luciel’s Unicorn

Lil Onyx with that ponytail was so cute I cannot stand it. I second the comment of people asking for a wallpaper of them is kids because they were adorable. The angst of them both being in love with each other, but neither of them saying anything about it. Why do I love it so much?

Katy Ruiz

This one made my heart break. I would be freaking out to not talk to my bff and person I’m in love with I don’t think I would be able to do it honestly. Poor means but like onyx has reason to believe jeans doesn’t like him which makes sense for him asking for the distance

A.

Tbh if the love of my life and bff went missing for 8 days I’d probably call no matter what

Estelle

I believe she understood Keane meant love that goes beyond friendship cause she responded “that’s okay, sweetheart”

Bunny Black

This chapter is so heartbreaking... I do wonder though if his mother really understands what Keane means by "i love him" and actually stands by him, or if she misunderstood him or something like that...

Meela R.

Oh, my heart! :( Poor Keane. You obliviously sweet baby bean! I wanna hug them both! And that backstory of how they met... so cute and just so *chef's kiss.* Baby Keane and Onyx - 1000000/10 cuteness and LOL. Thank goodness that things will go up from here but it had to get to the point though with the way everything was laid out. And the fact Keane's momma knew who exactly "him" was and comforted him just made my heart burst into pieces. Her baby boy needed her and she delivered. She's such a supportive mother! I can't wait until the next episode! Great job, Pastaflavour! <3333

Mila

They’re so cute as kids

Mila

He saw the chance and took it as a child 😭

Leigh

I'm not crying you are 😭😭

Alice

Ooh they r so cuute but Keane crying is heartbreaking:(

Belinda

Damn that made me even cry😔

Moonyena

Yeah. 😔 Well I guess they had to take that one (or couple more) honest talk with themselves first. But I'm so nervous right now, how things goes... And probably when things are even little bit better, then comes Alex in the picture. 😆 Oh it's crazy, how much I love this story! 😍

Mari

They must both be suffering so much. It's hard for us outsiders who know just one honest talk would solve everything!

Mari

Oooh, Undying, do you know how I can get an invite?

Mari

Purple, I was thinking of creating one on band! I'm on the one for idiots don't catch colds there and it's an amazing plataform!!

Mari

His coming out was both so beautiful and heartbreaking!!

Moonyena

You are so right. As many as there are parties, there are also feelings and opinions.

Moonyena

It's safer to be a pessimist, right? 😅

Gin Kurosu

😭😭😭😭😭😭

Moonyena

Gosh, my head is a mess, because I read this episode first and went to sleep! 😵‍💫😅 I saw a dream where Onyx was just hanging with Ethan those 10+ days not being at school either, because he was so hurt about everything and heart broken, which he was trying to hide from everyone. He had also blocked Keane everywhere right after sending that txt, because he didn't want to see Keane's IG stories with Hailey anymore. 😭😣 I wanted to slap Onyx, but sadly I woke up. 🤣 It breaks me, how Onyx seems totally forgot, how his BFF just cried his heart out on front of him, when he told him he is sick of him. Not realizing how hard it hit on Keane and that only that thought is on Keane's mind right now and it's pulling him deeper beneath the surface. And Keane is also blaming himself for making Onyx to feel like that... They both owns a huge apology for each other and I'm still worried that it's not enough. 🥺 But I think this is their first bigger crisis in their friendship, so of course both are hurt. They only know their own, heavy feelings right now. I'm also little bit worried, how broken Keane really has been these 10 days... I mean I have been there. Being so hurt, sad, angry, lonely, depressed and I was just crying all the time. That after some time I didn't feel anything at all and that's really scary state, where it's difficult to escape away from. I had a feeling Keane is really close that state, but fortunately he keeps figuring his feelings out and he has someones's shoulder to cry on. ❤️‍🩹 His mom might be thinking that Keane got rejected... 😕 I just hope Ethan is not a total snake and tells Onyx to "be strong" and just keep the distance. Without telling how Hailey's and Keane's thing went, if he knows that. 😒

luoai

Keane's mum is such a peach and Jeez it was love at first sight 😭😭 my heart's melting and breaking at the same time 😭😭

Charlie B

Omg I love how he tells his mum and she’s so supportive! 😭❤️❤️❤️ That’s where Keane took is great empathy and kindness ❤️❤️❤️ also, omg them kiiidzzzzzzzz 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 can’t wait to read the next chapter!!!!!

Emma

Oh god it’s perfect 😭🖤🖤

chloeyyy .!

im so happy shes a supportive loving mom, -sobs-

SpaceSmores

Aw it's sweet that his mom is worried about him and supportive. Also good to know they've had the same haircuts since they were toddlers lol

Ivy hoyte

It's so sad I just want to hug him and go tell onyx that what he's doing to Keane and that he is feeling the same. Like come on I just want them to be happy together 🥺

Giada Marra

Keane's mum is an angel

Greek

I’m cryinggggggg

Lavender

OMG THIS IS DRIVING ME INSANE.

Ellinor

Got me crying at 8 in the morning :( 💔

Denisse

Awwww poor baby, he’s finally realized and his mom supports him. I love this so much

Estelle

Onyx you better come over and hug your man real soon. You're days late already

Estelle

This chapter is heart wrenching. Protect Keane at all costs. They were the cutest kids, Keane describing it as love at first sight is such a sweet touch. The line "Be my girlfriend" has been iconic from the very beginning

Miss Rae, if ya nasty

I actually just came back to re read this cause I’m obsessed and I’m legit ugly crying my poor keane god I just want them to make up and kiss and be boyfriends even friends again it’s breaking my queer little heart

Synergy

Ahahah, you are so right! 😂

Luna

I really like this chapter, Onyx and Keane were so cute as children and I'm happy Keane's mom accepted him. It still hurts tho and I would like to see Onyx's reaction after seeing in what state Keane is

Lesbean

Ehe now I'm trying not to cry cuz I'm ok public transport

Kimi Fossett-Herrera

I am actually leaking from my eyes.

sunshine2919

OMGGG 🤣🤣🤣

Foxy Lady

I love how the mom doesn’t even question it, she just holds her son ❤️

Mares

Well, we’d been wanting Keane’s perspective a little while ago. Now that we’ve had it we want to shake sense into Onyx instead of just Keane. (Keane has had his shake up, so now it’s Onyx’s turn). Just goes to show how much whose perspective you’re coming from will define how you feel about the situation.

0cosmic_hamster0

awww we love a supporting mom

WEB M.E

Damnnnnnnnnnnnnnn that literally fucking hurt

vinny

Soooooo will we see some onyx pov with Ethan???????? Keane U got this though low-key...

eemmao

Ok I’m crying 😭😭😭

Chloe!

Wait okay... But the mother's reaction was what really made me tear up... She cares so much about her son <3

Cat

Mom saying that it's okay 🥺🥺

Kaity

That's so sad ☹️☹️😭😭

C

Yes,that's bugging me to. Romantic feelings nonewithstanding that's still his almost two decades long BESTFRIEND. A text simply stating "what I said earlier about space still stands, but I need to know if your alive. Text back quick, onyx". Then again there have been other logic holes on some important plot points too.... Also Keane is apparently okay with realizing he's gay,that onyx is gay, and so is Ethan, oh and their apparently dating. His none reaction to what should be earthshattering revelations is :/ Also I'm glad we finally got to see his house and mom.I was beginning to think the boy was homeless and parentless.

probably killua

LMFAOO 💀

Neozone127

Wow my heart just broke 😩

Moises

Noooo this was perfect timing had me balling my eyes out😭😭

Woof (PinkFurryFemboy)

Well I mean it could just flatline at the rock bottom 🤷

Bently

The pain I feel is so much at once

Drew

Noooo😭😭😭

dainrx

heyy<3 could you do a wallpaper of the photo of them as kids please 🥺🥺🥺 thank u❤️

My_FleetingMind

On a lighter note…we should also probably reassess who fell first. 😏

Silva Debonair

Meanwhile, at Onyx's: Loud music in the room, Onyx singing and dancing to his favorite tunes and plenty of soda to cool down the summer heat. That would just be epic.

My_FleetingMind

I couldn’t agree with ALL of this more! 🙌🏻 Onyx, move ya arse! Your best friend/love of your life needs you rn!!! 😭

My_FleetingMind

Me 🤝 Everyone crying in the comments

Smutlvr

Oh my heart, my achy breaky heart ❤️ 💔

Michael pitman

I'm reading this at work and that chapter almost made me cry 😭😭

artsy_amusing

First off...little babies Keane and Onyx...SO FREAKIN' CUTE!!! 😍😍 Onyx in his overalls and pink shirt with his little ponytail was too adorable. Keane couldn't help but fall for that little, sassy cinnamon roll. 🥰😊 I love how Keane confessed his feelings for Onyxto his mom, such a subtle coming-out, yet so powerful and heart-wrenching. His mom is being so comforting and supportive (we stan a supportive parent). This moment right here is so pivotal for Keane, but painful at the same time. It's been 8 days of missed school for Keane... One would HOPE Onyx himself is a mess too, because where is he? Not even a text so see if your lifelong best friend is ok?!? My dude can't be that wrapped up in Ethan to completely ignore his best friend who's suddenly off the grid, especially after his text to keep their distance. This doesn't feel right, and something is up. I just hope it's not Ethan continuing to persuade Onyx to keep Keane away. 😤 AGAIN - THIS IS HIS BEST FRIEND. Onyx...do not let some guy you just met advise you to keep your distance from Keane, nor a girl who you (wrongly) think he's still crushing on. Your relationship is worth so much more than that. 😔🥺

Misakai

I guess Onyx maybe kind of worried, for all the days Keane has been missing school.

hmo

ok just devastate me on thursday night why don’t u

River

I DID NOT EXPECT TO CRY. I thought you guys were exaggerating 😭 😭

Lea Amsted

There is a discord actually.

Sunny

Bro tears r running down my face😭

Elliott Christian

Okay I didn’t really know that my heart came with my patreon subscription but like okay I guess 😭

Kittiefemm

Omg..... I shall buy the blender you are currently smashing my heart into to make it easier ...... fuck..... I want to hate him I do but I can't

Paige

Omg yessssss please this would be so cute!!

Paige

I just want them to get together already!!😭😭

My_FleetingMind

I was thinking about creating a Boy Girlfriend Community on Twitter but I don’t know how many of us are on there. 💜

Mariam Mohamed

Omg I’m crying so hard rn 😭😭

Pheneix

😭

sunshine2919

Are you sure, Author?? Are you sure that things will go up from here on out?? Because I’m here crying my eyes out and wondering how Keane and Onyx will heal from this heartbreak. I can’t stand to see these babies suffering! 😭💔 I’m kind of hoping that Keane will develop some courage and start to act on his feelings. Like let’s say he sees Onyx and Ethan together, Keane will be jealous enough to stomp over to Onyx and pull him away. Kind of like a Kimi ni Todoke moment when Kazehaya saw Sawako with his best friend and angrily acted on his jealousy by pulling her away. Kyaaaa, that would be so awesome!! 😆🥰💖

SoftBoi

Im not crying, you're crying. Ahhhhhh come on mom, mend the boys back togetherrrr

Olivia

They were so cute I’m obsessed with onyx’s overalls

Olivia

AWWWW BBY

pera pera

them </3

Kenma

Not me crying rn.. I have to wait now I think the author is trying to make us sad ❤️‍🩹😭😭

ManaR

Not me crying while out eating dinner…😭 he loves you too Keane! Onyx loves you too but it’s just a mess right now 😭

My_FleetingMind

Gosh…this was such a beautiful chapter! 💜 The way my heart simultaneously swelled and broke for Keane at the end… 😭 But also our amazing, supportive Mama! I LOVE her!!! 👏🏻 Honestly, baby Keane and Onyx are EVERYTHING! The cutest! Onyx is so pretty and his little ponytail! Also, Keane falling in love at first sight…just adorable. Can I please request more Boy “Gilfriend” adventures going forward? Seeing their little personalities and them growing up and being inseparable would be precious! Also a shout and thank you to you lovely author. Although my heart is broken for Keane, this chapter was perfection and I loved it! ✨

ShyAndStar

The GENTLE OUTTING and his moms blessed gentleness omg I can't 😭😭😭

Georgia Z.

Awww baby onyx

Dixie Kelly

DAMN NO NOT MAKING ME CRY SHIT

April Taylor

CRYING IN THE CLUB! 😭

Erin Hendrick

whyyyy

GoddessoftheHollow

😭😭😭 this chapter was so good, glad Keane mom is supportive

My_FleetingMind

I love this thought!

Shantell

Oh God, my eyes feel so heavy. They're about to burst w/ tears. This poor bean 😭

Bunny

Honestly the mom’s reaction is the best part. I love everything about this can’t wait for more.

Joonyoon

I honestly wish my mom was supportive like keanes mom

Ajey12

Why im weak when he came out crying like that and saying he loves onyx so precious

Mari

Also, is there a community for Boy Girlfriend somewhere? Like on discord or band? I'd love to have a space where the fans could talk and produce things about it 😍😍

Moonyena

I would never have thought, that this story will swallow me inside of it so strongly like it has... 🥺 It hurts like hell to see Keane like that. 😭 He might feel like everything is over between them now, that Onyx really is sick of him... 😟 Those are sitsuations, where even just a hug will mean so much. I'm happy his mom is loving like that, that Keane is able to just say those words to her without thinking how she would react. I wish everyone's parents would be the same. I'm bi and just one person knows that, but I could never tell my parents. 😔 I'm little bit scared what happens, when Keane and Onyx finally will meet again. But I really want to know how Onyx is feeling now too and I think he is not in a good shape either... 😥 But thank you, author. Every new episode makes my week so much better, even it hurts. 💖

Mari

This chapter broke me, that's all I have to say for now.

RachaelHere

I shed real tears over this. Poor Keane 😢

add1etown

I CANT TAKE BACK STORIES THEYRE ALWAYS SO SAD

Little Trans Punk

Definitely rock bottom. I'm glad you didn't shy away from these all too real feelings. Definitely one major reason I fell in love with this series from the start

Laura YUC

IM CRYING!!!!

spring 11

i literally almost started crying😭

Claire

Is it just me or is the picture of baby onyx and baby Keane the absolute cutest thing I have ever seen

Sand

I'm not crying, you're crying 😭

Jun3bug91

NGL, I hate seeing him hurt, but I love seeing him be more in touch with his emotions. And seeing him let his mom in is just 🥹

Amanda

Why is everyone around me chopping onions?? 😭

MotleyPariah

I love Keane's mom so much already

M

His mom is precious ❤️

Rachelle Swain

I love that even though Keane is unfortunately ashamed of his feelings, he doesn't feel a need to hide them from his mom. There is so much trust there

Ghost Squires

i love how his mom just isnt surprised when he tells her he loves onyx. it feels very appropriate. like everyone knew they were in love except to 2 of them

Miss Rae, if ya nasty

Omgg I love his mom so much and lil baby onyx and lil baby keane is so cute. Butttt you love breaking my heart don’t you?! Lol I just can’t take it I’m going to die of anticipation. I just want onyx to know that keane loves him and us all to live happily ever after

MAY✨

I’m sorry….but in the frame where Keanes mom is standing behind him covering her nose and mouth it just makes me think she’s doing that cause he smells from being in his room for 10 days 😂😂 BUT ALSO MY POOR KEANE!! And look at the little beans!!!

La Ni

Everytime I read it, I cry.. and I don't wanna cry but I can't stop rereading it.. help😭😭😭😭😭😭

Yumih

Ohh! Poor baby 😢😢😢😢😢

Dannie

Ugh 😩 baby Keane!!! It’s going to be okay! My hearts breaking for him 💔💔💔 but. Onyx little pony tail haha 😂

natalia

:(

Rain

I love the mom with all my heart

Summer Rain

My heart 😭

Wond'ring Lisa

Oh my. Right in the feels. Poor poor boy.

Trans4Life2021

I wish I could hug him...

Kc

Gilfriend took me out I was laughing so hard… and then the last two pages I’m crying. I love how supportive his mom is, please he needs all the support he can get

Denki kaminari ⚡️

Congrats you've made me cry I love that so much

Briana Reid

This make me laugh harder than it should have

La Ni

I DON'T WANNA WORK ANYMORE.. I FEEL LIKE ALL MY STRENGTH & ENERBY JUST WENT DON THE DRAIN... I NEED A SMOKE BREAK FOR THIS... D*MN YOU, NICOLE (AUTHOR), YOU ALWAYS DO THIS TO ME... 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

mars !!

His mom…. I love her supportive queen.

Autumn Short

The toddler shirts tho 💜💜💜 and onyx’s hair 💜💜💜💜

Theni Venta

I'm not convinced by "it can only go up from now"... literally crying rn and I guess Onyx' pov will not be any better 😭😭😭😭

La Ni

OMG!!! WHY AM I SO INVESTED IN THIS???? IT SEEMS THAT I'M BEING STABBED DIRECTLY FROM EVERY CORNERS OF MY HEART.....

qualieggs

Keane’s mom is so pretty 🤍 (and supportive i love that)

Laetiiiiiiii

mama keane better slap some sense into onyx for her son before i do it

Hana Bored

they*

Hana Bored

i wanna see them get together already but i also wanna see how their childhood relationship got them to where thy are in their friendship (even though their relationship is currently on hold)

SoraKairi

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Emerald Edwards

🥺😢oh my heart

La Ni

I FELT IT!!! I FELT THE EMOTIONS.. I FELT THE FEELINGS.. EVERYTHING!!! I FELT IT!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Megumi

SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP BANGING MY HEAD AGAINST A WALL MY HEART!!!!😭💔

bbyjayb

my heart can’t take this! I hope they work things over soon

Selina

I’m just gonna go cry in my corner 🥲

STELSTEN

He was the gay one the whole time

Kaylynn Bousman

My eyes are leaking in the grocery store parking lot T^T

:blooloul

awwwww

Emma

my heary physically hurt and im sobbing goodnight

Ash

I'm crying 😭 there's actual tears oh my gosh

LeyLey

NO IM GONNA CRY WTF

Alona

Wow he told his mom! She must have suspected it for 10+ years straight ))) 6 y.o. Onyx was a hot heartbreaker already

La Ni

NOOOOOOOOO... IM LITERALLY CRYING NOW... NOOOOOOOO.... POOR BABY... 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

MarsMartian

His situation breaks my heart but the fact that his mom is comforting him is so beautiful

Lee Blic

Keane existential crisis now

Sayge M.

Everything hurts I'm crying at work. OUCH!!

Chey

WE STAN A SUPPORTIVE MAMA!!!

Mars

HE TOLD HIS MOM HE LOVES HIM AAAAAAAHHHHH

FoxFireBreath

Im not crying...you're crying!! 😭😭😭

smgmaki

that .. could not have ended better. i can’t wait for next week

HardPointz

I don’t think I can handle this sadness 😭

Sakura_eclipse

I think the mom had a feeling from the first time they met that this would happen 😭

lynz_fan

IT WAS LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT!!! Childhood sweethearts! This is bigger than I expected! Will the mummies help their babies reconcile? 🥹 not me forcing myself not to tear up… still did 😭

Hunter

Baby onyx is so cute 😭

Kaydan Dua

This started out so cute but now I’m absolutely heart wrenched but I love it

Hana Bored

omg love a supportive mom

Grogon

😭😭😭

Ina

I'm gonna start crying together with him ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ

Payton Crader

FIRST OFF ONYX WAS SO CUTEEEEE OMG SECOND A SUPPORTIVE MOM I LOVE IT 😭😭💗💗

Katelyn

MY HEART Gosh I love his mom already

Extinct Gats

Just... gonna go cry... damn bruh...

binarytrimble

1. Their moms were HOT 😵‍💫 2. She accepted him so quickly ): love that for him.

Nightshade7887

HE FELL IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT, OMG😭

Have Encourage-mint

My poor baby 🥺

Princess

SOBBINGGGGGG

Ria

im so glad keane's mom is supportive

ky

💔💔💔

Ria

onyx's little ponytail 🥹

Ritty

Poor keane

AceOfHearts

Why are all webtoon artists sadistic 😭

thelilidiot

Poor Keane. He’s so hurt that he just told his mom that he loves his best friend. Without a second thought 💔🥲

🎩

YOU LOVE HIM UAGAH

Sam

I LOVE IT BUT IM SO SADHAHDHD

Emiko

GO KEANES MOM 😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Jeqjeq

Ouchie 🥺

allie shepherd

My heart😭

Alicia Lee

Oh my heart!

NobodyknowsImmalesbian

OMG ITS HAPPENING EVERYBODY STAY CALM

Michela Cusin

You are trying to destroy us right

Milena

IT HURTS

mylifeofblyss

My poor broken heart 😭

rei

oh my god 😭

CapeCrow

Completely unrelated (haven’t read it yet, my work doesn’t have great service lol) but I like to think that Keane has an ear piercing because of onix. Like, maybe they got one together or something when they were a bit younger.