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FULL [Uncensored] EPISODE 73 🔥

🕑 Added 2023-03-10 00:28:49 +0000 UTC

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Missyann Rose

How do you read the book.

Miss Rae, if ya nasty

God this comment just gave me PTSD of all the times I did that lol

A.

I really thought Keane was gonna drop his phone on his face in the last frames

JaNay Harvey

Oh my my 🥺

Rachel

I keep coming back to read this episode over and over. This is torturous

Rachel

I’m actually going to scream

Doc Mnc

Ooh things are heating up big time

Meka Dawso

I need 74

Kenma

He just like me he just like me fr! *dies from secondhand embarrassment*

Arya

This is not the angst that I wanted but its the angst that I neeeeeed

Mae29

Uggghhh go tell him how you feel 😭😭

Yads

Same

nikki

depression

add.a.freckle

Brb gotta go cry.. I mean - no yeah I meant cry

Scout

Not me reading this on the train

Alona

Ethan is trying to manipulate our boy, but it’s never gonna happen

Ria

ngl, the preview image of onyx had me thinking that he was experimenting with ethan

Ria

I was thinking the same thing! Like why isn't he going to school 🤨 And I'm sure Hailey would've told Ethan about what went down with Keane... Like why isn't he saying anything to Onyx😭

Josie Olson

I knew it wasn’t going to go my way 😭

Synergy

In love, horny, and depressed. I can relate to this so well

Yumih

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah 🥺🥺🥺😮‍💨🥲

averagehuman

I fucking live for the slow burn. It hurts me so good 😩

Alona

I see that Keane used to miss a lot of school before, but now - come on, Onyx is going too hard on his best friend not even to ask how he’s doing since he’s not at school for 10 fucking days?! Also, if Onyx is hanging out with Ethan this whole time and Ethan knows about Keane’s breakdown to tears from Hailey and keeps this info from Onyx, he’s being a cruel hypocrite. Eventually, Onyx will know and he would loathe Ethan for keeping it from him and leading him on. And the sneak-snap of Onyx in his gallery - soooooo hot

Claire

Just got off the plane to read this and I can’t say I was expecting a 0 to 100 Keane moment haha

Miss Rae, if ya nasty

Omg yuuuss I love a friends to lovers happy ending 💓😍

Synergy

So happy for you! ♥️

Mares

Also, in case anyone is wondering, it’s a good thing I was such crap at distancing from my best friend because eventually I did win him over after a lot, a lot, a lot of emotional angst! Like, 5 years worth of angst. But now we’ve been together more than 5 years, so…

Mares

Oh man! Love the sexual dreaming and the guilt. I totes get it. It feels wrong to fantasize about a friend when you’re not dating. I also understand Onyx wanting distance because I’ve tried to pull that move when love is unrequited as well (unsuccessfully, I might add, because a best friend you see every day is hard to get distanced from). It is curious that Keane isn’t wondering about Onyx dating/kissing Ethan. All that being said: maybe they’ve been separated for 10 days because of that hurricane warning we heard about a few chapters ago? Now, we all very much need Onyx’s point of view. Maybe with some sexual fantasies as well 😍 btw - I don’t see this all getting cleared up any time soon, but I’m here for it all.

Chief Swinderby

Coulda switched seats, change in class schedule, or just ignored each other

Theni Venta

Nooooo, now Keane hates himself and lost belief in their friendship! Please don't!! 😭 Onxy, come get your boy, you're the smart one and he needs you!!

Kaylynn Bousman

No my babies 😭

milly

Poor girl, I feel bad for her, she’s totally in her right to be angry at him, but she’s so nice, I hope she can get someone who truly appreciates her

ari rose

screamed in inside today when i got this notif but i was catching up with a friend😩 finallllllyyyy it’s time 🤓🥰

Florence Ellison

My heart!!! 😭

Denisse

Aww× baby, Keane don't be ashamed of yourself.

Oliver Zakery

Chances are Keane just isn't going to closs 😂

Woof (PinkFurryFemboy)

It’s rather um… *cough* indeed 🤣

MAY✨

This really did go from 0-100 super fast. One minute he’s getting a *little* excited about what happened with Onyx when he was dressed as Lynx…next we was IM IN LOVE WITH HIM…and now he just be casually having extreme wet dreams about onyx and jerking off thinking about him 😅 No complaints but goddamn my heart was not ready for that 😂😂😂

Osamu Dazai

Maybe it is summer but no clue either😂

Bearninjas

Sorry to ruin the beautiful scenes with logic, but how have they not seen each other or spoken in 10 days when they sit next to each other in class?

ash2teal

All this 💜🥺

ash2teal

Oooo- the Ethan conspiracy continues. Just what is he up to? 🧐🤔 I really hope he steps gracefully away like Hailey has. I also hope Onyx notices before Keane is able to hide his reaction/leave (Keane isn’t the greatest at stealth so high chance). I feel this is the most likely and most heartbreaking scenario.

Toesinmysoup

I just read this at my work😭😭

ash2teal

Outrageous, funny jealous Keane would be cute! You should have specified! 😩 lol - Maybe they’ll look back on this time in the future and have exactly that. But I’m very afraid sad jealous Keane is batter up.

ash2teal

True- I’m rather disappointed Onyx took this route, tho I do understand that sometimes ppl do things they regret in moments of distress. Onyx repeatedly showed he wasn’t willing to give Keane a chance to talk when Keane was trying hard to explain/figure out what just went down w Hailey. I wonder if part of it is that Onyx is tired of helping Keane thru his Hailey phase and put up such a strong wall he forgot to be a friend for a moment? Fair but harsh, and backfired.

CelestialRooster

The yearning ..... IT BURNS SO GOOD!!!

Hana Bored

my thoughts exactly

Hana Bored

also hailey’s character development 👏

Hana Bored

i’m still wondering why hailey was cry too!

Hana Bored

#1 what has onyx been doing for the 10 days?? and #2 don’t they see each other at school??

Jas

THE BEST ONE YET 🤩🤩🫡

Selina

I love this so much bc it’s not boring and shit goes wrong and it feels more realistic but i also hate it bc i just want them to be together omgg its so goooood

Kris

👀👀👀👀👀👀

Mari

I now regret wishing for Keane to be jealous, cause I don't want sad jealous, I want outrageous, funny jealous 😭😭😭😭 lol

Gigi

I’m dying 💔 I’m crying too much 😭

Mari

I imagine that they meeting while Onyx is with Ethan might be a wake up call for Onyx, cause Keane would surely look miserable and Onyx would notice it!! Also, I'm wondering if Hailey mentioned to Ethan that she and Keane are not a thing anymore or not... if she did, did Ethan hide it from Onyx? So many questions, so little answers... hahaha

ash2teal

Agreed! It’s amazing to watch their growth and to see the characters act in their own interests (even going against the best goal result we readers see). Add in side characters who add plot, depth, and have their own interests while being able to self reflect- just awesome! 💖

Miss Rae, if ya nasty

Yes I agree and I love this comment lol the misunderstanding trope is a bitch lol and hailey and keane I think are gunna get a little taste of their own medicine I hated Hailey until this scene but I guess I’ll cut her a tiny bit of slack just a tiny bit tho 😂

ash2teal

I’m wondering about school too! 10 days is so long!!! Maybe he’s actively trying to NOT think about Onyx+Ethan. We only got a (hot and angsty) glimpse of his miserable 10 days. I feel like you’re theories are going to pan out and he’s going to have an intense jealous arc shortly. My guess is he’s going to see Onyx+Ethan hanging out together. I don’t think it’ll be angry jealous, but sad jealous. Curious if Onyx will notice (if this comes about). I just want them both to talk. They’re both so heartbroken unnecessarily 😭

artsy_amusing

Keane is so far gone for Onyx. 😳 He's so deep in, even his dreams are toying with him. It's a huge middle finger from his own subconscious. The fact that they haven't spoken for 10 days makes me think Onyx is taking this just as hard. Neither one of them knows how to reach out at this point. Radio silence for 10 days between two best friends who have virtually been inseparable most of their lives probably feels like 10 years. (Sigh) And I just know they are going to see each other in a less than ideal situation, i.e., Onyx and Ethan together...because the knife isn't deep enough, right? Keane, don't be ashamed. These blossoming feelings and desires are only natural, because you love him. If only you knew that Onyx wants you just as bad, but the ever dreaded misunderstanding trope is not done having its fun playing with you both. 😮‍💨 I still wonder why Hailey was so upset, and as she put it, miserable? I hope we get the reveal of why she was crying in the first place. I'm still thinking she always had feelings for Ethan, then finding out about him and "Lynx" pushed her over the edge. To make matters worse, who she thought she could have a relationship with instead, is in love with his best friend. So many layers to get through, and revelations to happen. 😩

Bunny

Oh my god more now b

Synergy

Keane's behavior is so fucking relatable atp. You are a gem, author! 💎

Yads

I will read this after I get home, will update after

Maddy

Also just wanted to say that your artwork looks amazing and it keeps getting better every time I see it 😌

Miss Rae, if ya nasty

I think I might die of anticipation lMfao but my poor keane love don’t be ashamed soon all will be revealed and you guys won’t need wishes. Annnndd I guess I was a little hard on hailey but she better get her damn act together lol she is obviously in love with Ethan so this will be an interesting turn of events I wish I didn’t have to wait but I won’t be greedy and I’ll be a good girl waiting patiently

inunokanojo

I accidentally opened the censored one first and was like ‘wtf is going on?’😂 The uncensored version is just *chef’s kiss*

Laura YUC

Was thinking thw exact same thing xD

Maddy

I agree ☝🏻

Emi Ancheta

I’m sad that Keane feels ashamed about how he feels about onyx. Also is Onyx avoiding Keane at school or something because 10 days is a long time

ash2teal

I was surprised by that too! Was about classes? Is it break? Are they completely avoiding each other and not just distancing? It’s like a fr breakup b4 either confessed. 💔

Grace S

Honestly, I love the process. I like that everything hasn't gone smoothly and it has taken literally over a year for Keane to get to the point that he can identify what he's feeling. I also like that Onyx realized the healthy thing for him to do in his (seemingly) one-sided love, was to get some space and presumably figure out what happens moving forward. The storytelling is 🌟⭐. I find myself rooting for both and even feeling bad for other characters.

꧁oꨄo꧂

Well, that’s Onyx as well for agreeing with him and letting him pull them apart, I get that he’s upset about him being “straight” but JUST HEAR HIM OUT CUZ HE’S NOT, ONYX I PROMISE; he loves you. Ethan just met you and got an “attraction” 😒

Angelfc15

Noooo 😭 I mean, I f*cking loooooove the treat, but beautiful, amazing author, pleeeeeaase 😭 let them talk it out 😭♥️ it pains me so much to see them apart 😭

CarrotTopsHateRed

I feel so bad for both of these characters rn!

MAY✨

Honestly was thinking the same 😂😂😅

Maddy

Better hurry tf up before Ethan steals your man (which I hope Ethan hasn’t seen him in 10 days either 🙃 )

Heart

It actually makes me sad TT nooo i Hope this time apart brings them closer !! And I also hope Ethan won’t get hurt when they end up together ( Onyx and the inconspicuous one)! Although I’m sad, I actually enjoy the angst

Artiø Vollrath

Our poor guys. I know Onyx told him they should keep their distance but I want to know how he is handling it. I'm sure even though he said it, it's not rainbows and sunshine for him either.

SoftBoi

My poor beeannnnnnn. Well, they say distance makes the heart grow fonder.

ash2teal

Agreed!!! If Ethan didn’t have ulterior motives, I feel like he would have presented options on how to deal w it, not just one path. Ie: distance, confessing, TALKING (abt boundaries or som)… but Ethan went straight for the wedge strategy

Cass

Ooooooohhhhhhhh shhhhiiiiiiittt

binarytrimble

I had forgotten today was Thursday, as soon as I realized; I kept refreshing to see if you had updated 😩 worth every minute of waiting lxbdkdbfkfn

ash2teal

First: thank you for that delicious surprise snack 🤤❤️🥵 As a reader- I quite enjoyed that dream! Second: oh Keane 💔😭 my heart breaks for you! That was an awful end to the dream and you have nothing to feel ashamed about!!!!!! I wonder if they’ll first meet again in class, coincidentally in public (plz not w Onyx+Ethan, Keane don’t need more heartache), or if one of these two will finally be like “hey, let’s talk”. Of these, I find the last to be the least likely scenario lol.

Dannie

I know I just felt like yes this is it and nope haha 😂

binarytrimble

At the very beginning of the story, the author said this would be a VERY DREADFUL slowburn. So, I’m guessing that means they will, there’s just many things yet to happen before they do

kandi

i kinda wanna see onxys pov just bc i wanna see if he went to ethan or no. I’m really hoping he didn’t though😭😭

Saidee

please tell me being apart will make the hearts grow fonder 😭

mars !!

I am ….. so sad. It isn’t bad Keane :’(

thelilidiot

Is it weird to say that you draw d**ks REALLY nicely? 😭😂🤣😏

Mari

NOOOO, DON'T BE ASHAMED 😭😭😭 Although it's comprehensible. I'm in shock they haven't spoken in 10 days! Aren't they going to school? 🤔 Dunno if I missed some vacation or smth hahaha Anyways, my heart aches for them. Hate seeing Keane like that and imagining Onyx must be going though a similar situation. Although I'm surprised Keane didn't think about the fact that Onyx and Ethan kissed. I'm also very pleased with Hailey's reaction, her admitting she was childish and apologizing. And this chapter also made me think that someone's theory about her liking Ethan may be right!

Dannie

I’m trying to trust the process but… idk 🤷🏻‍♀️ I don’t think they will ever get together !

little bit louder

Poor guy, he’s still so confused.

MAY✨

Have they really not talked or seen each other in 10 days? My heat is breaking over here man…😭😭

ManaR

They haven’t talked or even seen each other in 10 days?! My heart hurts..😫😭

Bre🦖

PLEASE GO SEE ONYX RN

La Ni

Dafak!!!! I need morrreeeee😭😭😭😭😭

Dannie

What?!?! No!!!

Roses Haller

Ahhhhhhhhh I'm going to cry now- please make those dreams his reality- not that onyx ends up with ethan- I straight up want these to have a good relationship and love each other-😗🥲

eemmao

I have trust in the process but I’m falling apart for them 😭

TatyAnimeLOVE

Did I just see nvm... 😂😂😂😭😏

🎩

NOHE NEEDS TO FIGHF FOR HIMSLEF

Serenity Codrington

WHY DO YOU WANT US TO CRY CAN THEY JUST BE TOGETHER PLEASEE (My profile pic is eating 😂)

Kristy Almanza

🥲🥲 I am so sad

MAY✨

WHAT JUST HAPPENED

꧁oꨄo꧂

This is why Ethan is evil :,) He’s the reason they’re extra distant 😭😭💔

uwu moll

brb lemme just.. reread that

Lee Blic

Oop

Emiko

Crying scream throwing up screeching etc———

Carleigh

Uggggh, the distance?? Can I fight someone?

Joonyoon

The water was flowing

Amelia

Oh...he deep in. No turning back now

Summer Rain

😳😳

mars !!

NO BC I AUDIBLY GASPED

uwu moll

my jaw is on the floor.. I DID NOT EXCEPT THAT OMFGGGGYJDUTDUTDTYDYTDMFJRSJDUOC

thelilidiot

them dreams be wetter than water 💦

faye!

ARF ARF

mars !!

IM SCREECHING?

sarin

LETS GOOOO

mars !!

WHAT DO YOU MEAN NSFW?!?!?!?!

lynz_fan

I love how there’s an uncensored version 🤭 and nooooo Keane! You shouldn’t feel ashamed since Onyx feels the same way as you dummy!!! You were just too straight to notice it at the time asdfgjkl