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Ep. 73 - Sneak Peek 💧
🕑 Added 2023-03-07 21:13:12 +0000 UTCYou all haven’t seen real pain- 😀
(Also what’s up the timing of the texts/ calls lately?🤣)
Btw, you’re in for a surprise treat on the next episode.. 😳👀
Next episode in 2 days! ❤️
Comments
Diana
This si so sad 😭😭😭
Kristy Almanza
🥹 I’m waiting patiently
mars !!
Love that we are all here just anxiously awaiting this update
La Ni
Epi 73 pls.. It's thursday, ive been waiting the entire day.. Pls dont torture me like this😭😭😭😭😭
Jaejae The Jar
AGHHHHHHHHHHH that's it no sleep for me until the new ep
miniyodadude
You said to trust you 🫠
Kristy Almanza
YESSS
Nicole Ant
Sorry for the delayy!! I’m uploading it rn 😤😎
Madeleine. Blauwal.
i should go to bed but i can't go to sleep i wanna read the new episode :((( but it's already after 1 am -.-
MalleryAnne
omg I'm going to be sobbing, I already know it
Ash
SAME
Ash
Can't waitttt
Ruth
New episode?
Ruth
???
sarin
crying
Catherine Gomez
🥺 waiting
Ambei
AHEM! ❤️
Kristy Almanza
But we’re truly all here huh
Kristy Almanza
LOL that’ll be funny
SoraKairi
They probably didnt realize it didnt post here.
Emma
im waiting 😮💨😮💨😮💨
cc sauers
SAME
Cin
Same 🥲😴
DarlaH20
Welcome to the club 🥲👍🏻
Gr3yve
I’m waiting I saw the update on webtoon… now I’m sitting here 🧍
Ludmila Juarez
same🥲🥲🥲
DarlaH20
Same here but not patiently :’) I’m on the edge of my seat
cc sauers
me patiently waiting for the update🥲
Alice
KEANE MUST DO A MOVE STRAIGHT FORWARD NOW
Arvyd
DUDE POST THE EP IM ON THR EDGE OF MY FEET THE TIP OF MY TOES CHEWING ON MY FINGERNAILS AND IM ABOUT TO MOVE TO THE TOES
binarytrimble
THAT SOUNDS ACCURATE WTH 😭
WhatIsHappening
Thankfully I have this whole week off so it doesn't really matter that I'm up at midnight rn TuT
mars !!
The surprise better be a confession or I WILL I repeat WILL cRY
Hunter
Please update soon, it's 10 pm and I gotta be up early tmr 😭
Amber
hopefully they have a kiss kiss fall in love moment soon
Kenma
He just like me… he just like me fr!
Che
That’s the mess I’m worried about. Like come on go confess already
Alona
Well Keane was trying to confirm whether Onyx likes him (letting the hug, not pulling away, being flustered and jealous) and he started distinguish the changes in Onyx’s tone and mood once Hailey is in the picture… I really hope he has the guts to go back to Onyx’s place and make him talk of the reason of this distancing bullshit, and be prepared to talk his feelings too
tea
istg if this actually happens i might start crying
sunshine2919
Don’t you think that Keane will misunderstand and start thinking that Onyx was asking to practice kissing with him because of Ethan, so now he’ll think that Onyx did all of that because he “likes” Ethan. I can already see the mess coming! 😭
Olivia Moss
happy boy girlfriend day! i’m so excited for the episode
Casey
KVXKHSKH so true!!! the man simply phases into existence when there’s cute and/or gay shit to be done—
Moonyena
Yeah, it's so difficult. 😣 It's just that Keane didn't have any clue, that Onyx would even like someone. And there wasn't actually anything like that to tell to Keane, until he kissed Ethan (and i think Onyx doesn't know, that Ethan is speaking about them, like they are dating)... And just after that everything started to fall apart, so there was no place for Onyx to tell anything, while he got hurt even more and decided that some time off is better (which in their case hurts both even more). This is so clever story! 😊 Just wondering, how slow burn this might be...
Hana Bored
ok also when hailey called she said she was at the park by his house and i just wanna know how she knows where he lives when i don’t even know 😭
Hana Bored
well also if onyx said anything about him and ethan to keane he would also be outing ethan… so i think it’s understandable. also it was tough for onyx to even acknowledge he was gay, so it makes sense he only told ethan since ethan came out to onyx first he was able to feel more comfortable… just my thoughts
Lavender
THIS IS KILLING ME-😭
🎩
please have keane run to onyxs house and swoop in like a hero and reveal his feelings
Moonyena
I don't think Onyx would just start dating Ethan right away, if he does have brains. 😅 I mean he still does feel so much towards Keane, so I think he wouldn't just start something new with someone else. If I'm not wrong, he doesn't feel anything romantic towards Ethan, even he knows Ethan likes him. He though kissed him, but maybe Onyx was kind of testing himself too, what he feels when he kisses someone else, because things like that are new for him.
Mackenzie Childers
Bro.
Moonyena
This! 😭
Moonyena
It hurtsss so bad to see Keane crying his heart out, but I understand Onyx's pain here. 😔 While he had to see and hear Keane with his crush for so long (plus being acting a girl for him), at the same time he was also trying to make his own heart's groving voice being silenced. Onyx must feel like Keane chose Hailey over him, over their friendship... If only Keane would know that now when he is only thinking, how Onyx "is dating Ethan", without even telling about that to him. 🥺 And sadly Keane must feel like Onyx doesn't want to tell things like that to him, to his bestfriend, so he might feel like Onyx doesn't trust things to him. I know that feeling too well, when people to who I have told everything, doesn't share their life with me. Well, this is such a mess... 😣
Theni Venta
I hope you find someone who treats you much better!!! ♥️♥️♥️♥️
Theni Venta
Ohh, I hope you are ok?! It might be a different situation, here Onxy uses it bc he's madly in love and thinks it's best to shield himself from unrequired love. Your ex is probably a jerk who used these words to get away without giving you a real explanation.
Miss Rae, if ya nasty
Ahhhh I can’t wait but I’m gunna cryyyy if they don’t make up
Mares
Me thinking: Onyx with the text timing.. and the scroll down to comment and see the preview image from last week saying “perfect timing”. 😆
0cosmic_hamster0
exactly! like, my first thought was yay the “i’m” is on the image!
Emma pearson
Omg I canny dae this ,it’s to much man 😭😭😭😭😭
La Ni
I'M DYING NOOOOOWWWW.. CANT WAITTTT 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
yaz
WAAAAAHHHHH 😩
Amanda
I personally want to see Hailey have some character development here. She’s shocked that he’s crying and I want her to grow up a little and comfort him.
Kaydan Dua
That “surprise treat” better be them figuring everything out and getting together cause I don’t think my heart can take much more
tea
i am in so much mental pain author PLS MY HEART CAN ONLY TAKE SO MUCH 😭😭
ManaR
That is true, maybe I just thought negatively because of how Hailey used that information to hurt Keane
Gwentergreen
"surprise treat" sounds like a lie
artsy_amusing
What bad (perfect) timing for that text Onyx. Let the drama begin! I'm an angst monster myself, but this is visit to the therapist level ish right here. 😩 Personally, I'm interested in seeing Keane yearn for Onyx the way he has been for him, but I feel like Onyx's text was reactive to Keane leaving to find Hailey. We all know he really doesn't want to keep any distance, he's just hurt and tired of feeling like a backseat, economy-class passenger on the Keane/Hailey train. Little does he know, Keane has now figured out who he's actually in love with, and Hailey was never his girlfriend (or even a prospect). All that dragging Lynx/Onyx around on his charades did Keane no favors. Now it's up to him to hurry up and make it clear what's really going on. Oh, and Hailey, nah bish - he's not crying because of you. There's still no chance, hmph. 😤😎
C
Yea,I wish Keane had someone to talk to. For all his unterior motives Ethan does narratively work as a semi- therapist for Onyx thoughts. Keane doesn't have anyone like that. Though maybe Axel can take the role lol. I also think it's weird that we have never seen even a glimpse of Keane's house or family. We have even seen Hailey's before his.
Hana Bored
in my opinion, it seemed more like he was excited to tell his best friend about how he went out with the person he liked and kissed… i may be wrong but i don’t think he had bad intentions since i tell my bestie stuff like that too 🤷♀️
Hana Bored
yeah 100% agree i’m glad onyx was upfront with ethan about everything
ManaR
That is so true. Maybe he did it to try to get Keane away from Onyx?
MAY✨
I mean…in all fairness he should have probably known Hailey would say something to Keane and obviously Keane knows “Lynx” is Onyx….soooo…Ethan outed Onyx pretty knowingly….
C
Sure best friends need space sometimes, and so do romantic partners even living in the same house like husbands and wives, but they have legitimate reasons. From Keane's point of view his best friend just said I need a break from you, through text at that, even though we cuddled last night,reaffirmed our closeness, and hung out all day. If he won't tell Keane the truth then he needs to give another legitimate reason for the fissure and he doesn't have one.
Lee Blic
Humans aren't logical.
Kittiefemm
Iajdbrjdondjdksjrhxjekejfhidkejdjfjkdjh *faceplants* MY HEART ugh
Simone
Author really said: Ya'll havent seen real pain 🙃
Simone
I thought this same thing!!!
Wond'ring Lisa
Oh damn, poor Keane
Casey
what I am dreading is whatever’s gonna happen with Ethan — we trust that Keane and Onyx are gonna get a happy ending eventually, and Hailey’s going through it atm but it probably can’t get much worse for her, but Ethan’s currently very excited about a budding new possible relationship with Onyx, and that bubble is likely to burst and it’s not gonna be fun for Ethan or for Onyx 😳 I am glad that at least both of them know from the get-go that Onyx is down bad for Keane, and that Onyx kissing Ethan was/is explicitly a “rebound-that-might-lead-to-something-more” kinda vibe and not a “yeah I’m 100% gay for you personally, Ethan” kinda vibe
ManaR
Omg what a moment 😣
Dannie
Please God yes!!!
Casey
I’m actually delighted by this sneak peek; I’m excited to see Keane take a turn on the Yearn Train x3 though as other commenters have said, I wish he had other friends to process all this with! his family doesn’t seem super involved in his life, and it seems like he’s mostly only pals with Onyx and Hailey’s friend group, and neither Hailey nor Ethan are likely to be the best confidantes right now 😅 I doubt it’ll happen, but I think Keane and Hailey’s-bestie-whose-name-I-forget having a heart-to-heart about Keane’s new gay crisis would be very cute!
Dannie
Oh no if they just were open about how they feel all this could be avoided!!! 🫣🫣🫣 I’m happy Keane came to terms with all this that is not easy!
Estelle
She outed both Onyx and Ethan 😭 unknowingly though
emmy
please don’t
Wriothesley’s bakery carrier
Omg omg omg u can’t leave us with this cliff hanger I’m crying 😭😭😭🥲
Amanda
I feel like the sneak peeks are bad for my heart. I get to think about this anguish for the next two days now! I’m still not gonna stop looking at the sneak peeks tho…. I’m way too obsessed 😅
ManaR
I agree I’m curious on how that will play out, Oh man what a mess..
Woof (PinkFurryFemboy)
Literally the exact word my ex said 😭
Amanda
She definitely did. I wonder if that will be addressed later
ManaR
Wait! I just realized Hailey outed Ethan without even realizing it……
Laetiiiiiiii
anyway i must be a sadist because i like seeing keane cry
Laetiiiiiiii
I’VE BEEN IN PAIN
Laetiiiiiiii
WHAT DO YOU MEAN WE HAVEN’T SEEN REAL PAIN????
Estelle
There's so much to unpack. Keane (1) realized he's in love with Onyx, (2) found out there's something going on between Onyx and Ethan, which implies Onyx isn't straight, (3) has to speculate as to why Onyx wants to keep his distance from him. There are so many different possible scenarios as to how Keane will react and what he'll do
Luna
I can't believe that Onyx decided to keep their distance THE SAME DAY as Keane realized his feelings for him
lynz_fan
I guess we never really left the pain train yet 🥹 I might’ve hated Hailey’s guts with a passion but I’m glad she made Keane realize how he really feels… thanks gurl. Now… how the heck am I supposed to wait for two days?! 😭 and then some more after that??? The torture just thinking about it
SoraKairi
Wwwwwhhhhhhhaaaaattttt!!!! That's such bad timing.
Alona
Do you think that Onyx is with Ethan now since he’s so following this stupid distancing plan suggested by him? In case he is, I hope he will realize the need to distance himself from Ethan too
Alona
Will we see Onyx’s perspective on this? While being reasonable before he really fucks this up
Estelle
Exactly. I hope Onyx will realise soon that it’s complete nonsense and that Ethan solely suggested it to keep them apart for his own benefit. Oh well…
Suibian laughts
What kinda turkey drama is this?! 😱
vinny
Sometimes you have to take time anyway from an issue, distance is always an option. Besties can have fights too, besties of many years can have space too. I personally agree with this.
C
Onyx distance plan has never made sense to me.Ethan putting it in head though does; ulterior motive. What reason, that stands to logic, do you give your 15 plus years long childhood friend for not being around them anymore? You have a emotional one(you think he likes someone else while you're in love with him),but if you tell him that than you will have to talk and apparently we can't have that. So you need another reason that's based on logic and there isn't one. There is no logical reason Onyx can give Keane for why two best friends have to suddenly keep their distance, and especially when you just reaffirmed to said friend how important he is to you just last night....
Rachel Evans
Watch his reply be "fucc that" while he runs crying to onyx 😭😭
Ankreia
🥲 im okay…🥲
Alona
Keane should respond with Onyx’s own words: you’re way too damn important to me to keep my distance from you
Estelle
Ily Onyx but that’s a real messed up thing to write to your bestie with no explanation whatsoever. They’re so bad at communicating it’s almost funny
Estelle
The “surprise treat” is restoring some of my lost hope
Baby Lola
NOOO! DON'T MAKE HIM CRY!😭🥺
0cosmic_hamster0
honestly I love the engagement here, there are always so many comments!
Princess
I CANT TAKE THIS
Julie
Keane realized his feelings but at what cost 😭😭😭 ONYX YOU CANT JUST SAY THAT AND NOT EXPLAIN WHY 😭😭 not to your best friend 🥺 i’m just telling myself “slow burn slow burn slow burn.. 😭” while i’m in a ball rocking in a corner 💀😭😭🫠
Ele_Smiles
This makes me sad 😞
Olea Cooper
MY HEART 😭💔
Trin A
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
sunshine2919
A treat for the next episode?! Okay, I’ma trust you 🫡
Ms. Marmalade
Noooo my anxiety is back again 😭
Courtney Taylor
😭😭😭😭
ManaR
My excitement was replaced with pain💔…hoping for the best 😭
Moonless silver
I CAME HERE SO FAST BUT NOOOOO
Angelfc15
When can we be happy? 😭😭😭😭 I love you beautiful creator ♥️ but you are really breaking my heart here 😭
Ziry
NOOOO
thelilidiot
Ugh. My anxiety is back again 😩😫
Valeria Garza
this hurts
binarytrimble
CABROOONNNN, DÉJAME SER FELIZ UN DÍA. UN DÍA NADA MÁS
Denisse
My heart .
kandi
let’s hope the treat is keane running back to onyx’s house😭
Ivette
im gonna die after this
Toesinmysoup
Ahhhh I'm so excited
Melissa XO
Lol the surprise treat is HEARTBREAK 💔😭😭😭
ash2teal
Why pain? Just happy 🥺😭 Keane’s gonna make me cry. Onyx- coward- say it face to face (tho I don’t really blame him but if he saw the reaction…) (I have a love-hate w angst like this. I’m gonna love it while hating how long it takes to get through it. I hope the treat is it’s fast paced)
Hana Bored
bro it would be a treat if i could read the next chapter RIGHT NOW
Amber
I want them to be together 😭
Mari
Keane must be so confused, I wish he could be hugged by someone who really wanted to help him 🙁🙁 He and Onyx must figure things out as soon as possible, please 😭😭😭😭😭 But seeing him saying he's in love with Onyx makes my heart skip a beat 🥹🥹
PrincessBuju
Not me wanting to die after this sneak peek 🥲
ari rose
fr 🤣😭
katie♡
we won but at what cost💔💔
mars !!
NO FORREAL. IM SCARED.
Maddy
Looks like he should do a 180 back to onyx’s house 🏃🏻
kenz
i hate to say it but thiS DONT LOOK LIKE A TREAT BRO THIS LOOKS LIKE ANGUISH
Kat Z
Hey man I just want to ask: why are you doing this to us 🥲
Valeria Garza
poor baby boy ima cry
MAY✨
Why I gotta feeling Keane isn’t going to respect that…..
mars !!
The surprise better be them getting together or I will…. Cry. I’ll cry.
Emma
STOP MY HEART NOOOOOOOOOO
forest2001
🥺🥺🥺
ari rose
i’m so invested in this story it’s like painful
Artemis mckee
NOOOO THE BABY IS CRYING
Alona
Oh boy you should fight for him
Asher Starner
NOOOOOOOOO
smgmaki
we need that first panel for wallpapers JUST SAYING
ari rose
i love it thooo😻😻
Olivia Moss
i cant wait two days omg
MAY✨
NOOOOO!!!! NOT LIKE THIS WITH NO EXPLANATION ONYX!!!!
allie shepherd
MY HEARTTTT
0cosmic_hamster0
ngl haily (sorry, I forgot how her name is spelled) looks like a zombie haha
uwu moll
i’m going to have to suffer for more than 2 days?! CUS I HAVE TO SUFFER AFTER AS WELL WKDBDJWN
ari rose
oh there better be a treat, i’m dying over here💀too much angstttttttt
Marydeth Mize
Ahhhhhhhhh! My little gay heart!
꧁oꨄo꧂
AHHHHHH KEANE ITS OKAY OH NO ONYX WHY WHXJANSNANSNDNS
WEB M.E
OHHHHHH MY HEART
mars !!
PLS WHY
Ria
NO MORE TEARS PLS 😭 my heart can't handle heartbroken keane
mars !!
DUDE NOOOOOOOOO
EssieLove
Aww poor baby 😭
Olivia Moss
NO
