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A Big Update
🕑 Added 2021-11-08 08:06:30 +0000 UTC(For the image on this post, I decided to completely redo the yandere thumbnail to something I liked better)
Hey guys,
As you probably noticed, I haven't posted on my main channel for a few weeks. I am truly sorry for the long wait for any new audios. I realized I have a tough time being honest about my surroundings and what I'm going through. So, I just wanted to let you guys know in this post. Sorry for the long amount of text T^T
Scroll to the bottom if you just want the good news ^-^
Living Situation:
Some of you might not know but I am a college student living in a small dorm room. I had a roommate, so it was extremely hard to find a place or time to record without her overhearing. So, when I needed to go record in a quiet space, I would bring my blanket, microphone, and laptop to my car. Yes, my car T^T Of course, being on a college campus, I didn't feel comfy doing that unless it was late at night when people weren't around.
She moved out yesterday due to us both wanting to have our own rooms, and since there was an opening, we both agreed she should take it. So now, I will have my own spot to record finally!
Microphone:
I have also had microphone issues. Whenever I was in a confined space like my car, the wire on the microphone always sat in weird angles and produced this buzzing in the background of the audio. Sometimes it would work and sometimes it wouldn't, but for now, it is working. I have attempted getting several microphones to replace this old one, but I always like the audio on this one better.
Mental Health:
I recently got prescribed antidepressants because I struggle with depression. It has been a hard change for me to adjust to college life. And while going through this, the thought of walking out in the cold with all my recording equipment to my car was really overwhelming. Not knowing if my microphone would work, and stressing about how many audios I was backed up on, only made it worse.
Physical Health:
When I felt like I finally had time to record, of course, I got sick with a high fever. I couldn't leave bed and had a temp of 102. I am better now, however, when I attempted recording a few hours ago, I could still hear how stuffed up I was. Though, tomorrow I feel as though the stuffiness will be gone, and I plan on getting a lot done :)
THE GOOD NEWS:
I know I just dumped a lot of information about all the stuff I've had to deal with when needing to record. I don't normally share this stuff, however, I just wanted to give you an insight into what I have been dealing with the past 3 months. THE GOOD NEWS is that I can now record freely in my own room again! No more walking out in the cold to my car! Not only that, but mentally I am feeling a lot better after consulting with a therapist. So, I am extremely motivated to catch up on all of the recordings I need to get done!
I plan on getting the next audio done tomorrow night!
So sorry to all of you who have been wondering where I went or have been waiting on a custom audio! I will now be able to get those done quickly.
Lastly, I want to thank you all for still deciding to support me even after a dry month, I promise this month will be much better ❤️Love you guys ^^
Comments
LightninSpark
Happy that things are looking up for you! Always make time for yourself!
Gatorrator
Take all the time you need. We've got a lot of previous videos of yours to listen to as well that are fantastic. Your living situation is important and it's good to hear that you're getting better. I hope it continues to get better and you do well in school. Take care!
Sladidad
https://youtube.com/shorts/skz9odeewpc?feature=share
kindofblue
Well what matters most is your own health. That comes before all of this. Glad you’re doing better, and I hope things continue to stay positive moving forward 😌!
