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Rafael the Centaur: Part Two (special preview)
🕑 Added 2022-02-16 22:00:04 +0000 UTCThe surgery went well, and a day later I was able to bring him home. He’s mostly been resting since then, staying to himself in the room I set up for him. But partly, I think he’s doing that because of something he said on the way home while he was still a little dopey on painkillers.
I didn’t think too much of it, while it had been shocking at the time, I figured the painkillers had caused the outburst so I put it behind me. It has been awkward, and while he’s been able to move around the house on his cart, I’ve not seen much of him; almost like he’s avoiding me.
“I’ve got dinner ready,” I said after knocking on his door.
“I’m not that hungry just yet. Leave me a plate in the fridge, alright? I’m finishing up some of these edits on your next book.”
I frowned at the door. “Well, alright. I’ll be out here if you want any company.”
“Thank you, Lilian,” he murmured from inside.
This wasn’t like him at all, he was such a people person, unlike me. He was always his best around people.
I cleaned up the kitchen and made Rafael a plate I put in the fridge. Afterwards, I made myself coffee and sat at the table with a bit of apple crumble while I scrolled through my phone. It was raining outside, so I left the doors open to hear the patter of it upon the tin roof. The atmosphere was tranquil, cool, and time was still.
There came the squeaking of wheels from down the hallway, and a moment later, Rafael appeared. His front legs rested on the special cart he’d been given after his surgery. He looked disheveled, unshaven and wrapped in a gray hoodie. He didn’t see me at the table as he opened up the fridge. Once he turned, he flinched like he had seen a ghost.
“Oh-” Rafael closed the fridge while his eyes darted around, looking for something to focus on. “I didn’t think you’d still be in here.”
“I was dicking around on my phone with coffee.” I watched him curiously. “Are you alright?”
“I had surgery,” he grumbled as he removed the cellophane from his dinner plate, and it stuck to his hand.
“Yeah, I know. But your doctor said you’d be fine to move around by now. Is something bothering you?” My heart then leapt up into my throat. How could I be so stupid and not consider this before? “Are you abusing your painkillers?”
“No!” He snapped at me, still trying to shake the cellophane off. “My painkillers are nothing but glorified ibuprofen. You know that!” He grabbed the plastic wrap with one hand and slammed it down to get rid of it.
“Right-” I muttered weakly “Uhmm...then what’s been up with you? You’ve kept yourself holed up in your room almost all this time.”
Rafael scoffed and he picked at his food with his fingers. “It’s nothing to worry about, Lilian.”
I raised my brows at him.
“Don’t give me that look!” He tried to move but that same sheet of cellophane got caught in the wheel of his cart. “What the fuck is this?”
I stood up and went to him, kneeling down to remove the plastic wrap from his wheel. “I know something is up with you. Out with it or I wrap your bed in plastic wrap.”
Rafael pouted and looked away from me. “I told you not to worry about it.”
“Okay, wrapping your bed up in plastic,” I grumbled as I stood up.
Rafael grabbed my hand, stopping me from going any further, but also freezing me in my tracks with how sharp but gentle his touch was. I looked back up at him, seeing the pained look in his eyes.
“Oh,” I jerked at my realization. “Is this about what you said when you were high?”
His grip around my wrist tightened and he pressed his mouth into a firm line.
“It’s okay. I once tried swimming in an empty pool the first time I tried pot. I mean, I broke my arm, but it was because I was high and sixteen.”
“I wasn’t high and sixteen though.” Rafael let go of me and he smoothed his hand over the front of his hoodie then fidgeted with the pull strings. “I was mildly drugged and thirty-eight.”
I placed my hand upon his arm. “It’s really okay. People say all sorts of things when they’re mildly drugged after surgery. There’s a whole genre of that online.”
Those dark brown eyes fell onto my hand and his lips puckered slightly. “As a professional though, it’s embarrassing.”
I squeezed his arm. “As my friend, I can let it slide.”
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Scarlet Afire
Oh nooooo what did he SAY???
