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A Note from Lexie
🕑 Added 2023-10-17 11:01:01 +0000 UTCSeveral patrons have expressed curiosity about what it was like for Lexie to be edged by a gang of meanies in lingerie for 2 hours. Lexie was gracious enough to share this fabulous answer:
Being edged for 2 hours is hard but it's not as if I haven't had practice. If we look to the historical record one would notice that I was once edged to the entirety of a Beyonce album at one of the previous parties.
The first thirty minutes or so feel exciting. It's the feeling of setting off on an adventure. Being edged is one of the times in life where I am fully present with sensation and emotion. There isn't another choice. Edging is fun for me because I get to be a good girl the entire way, good to hold off and good to finally come.
I am sometimes a person who struggles to own my wants. These scenes are a collaborative process of pushing the body to want something so badly that I have nothing left to do but beg for my deisres. To beg for it and convince others that it's what I want.
I kink on praise, humiliation, being restrained, being ignored, and being attended to. These desires are contradictory but edging offers me all of this. And as for how it feels it feels blissful, and frustrating, and vulnerable. All my muscles are tight, I feel on a hair trigger. And in the end when I've earned it it feels like relief and love and I feel exhausted and happy.
Lexie - MVP (Sapphic Slumber Party #10)
