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Happy new year to me
🕑 Added 2019-11-11 14:31:51 +0000 UTCThe New Years eve happened the 4th of November for me. I am already over 2019 and all its craziness. I've spent way too much time focusing on how many things were wrong about me, about my life, about my ambitious dreams. I've experienced failure, loss, disillusion and loneliness. I tried to fix everybody's lives but mine. Hope you did not notice it too much in my latest sets, but I no longer want to hide my emotions anyway.
Yesterday I posed for another photographer after months of self-portraiture only, and it felt really liberating, even though I noticed some sort of shyness in my poses, as if it was my first time. The next weeks will be for re-discovery of that pleasant sensation I used to research into modeling. I'm curious about how I could look in photos taken by others now that I'm so different, and I can't wait to share everything with you.
For who's reading this: if you ever feel like your life is over, like you can not get up, not again, just remember you are not alone. My advice is to start looking at things as if you were born yesterday. Forget your experience and history for a moment and you will be free to see life from another point of view.
