Claurilion
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December 2017 - first set
🕑 Added 2019-01-07 15:37:53 +0000 UTCOh my god I'm getting so emotional...I really couldn't choose one favorite picture from this set, this one is just an example. After such a long time I still cry watching these simple, raw images of me. How could I portray so much of myself with so little construction and experience? I wish you all could see what my first supporters saw.
Basically I have chosen my favorite part of the house (I still hadn't enough earnings to book locations, so I was used to shoot at my boyfriend's), got naked, put some colors on that winter-pale skin and started revealing my feelings. I remember that was a bad period for me: I felt deeply lonely and lost, my family was far away but needed my help, and I was not able to fix their problems, I felt such a pressure in on my tiny shoulders. Shit we don't need to deepen. But my hope was fed by you, my dear supporters, because I was realizing you cared, and my Patreon was growing much much more than I expected! In fact this month I got many appreciations for what I was creating, and the earnings made me believe I could make of 2018 a great year. SO BELEVE ME WHEN I SAY I'M GRATEFUL FOR YOUR LOVE! I really am 🙏🏻❤️
