Hello

thank you for your understanding and kind words. i really really appreciate it. I only realized now how easily influenced I really am, and how it's affected me negatively. i really need to change that about myself and become my own person. i hope i can improve myself and learn from everything that has happened. thank you for showing your support it really does mean a lot to me.

Kellita

I totally understand and can relate to what you're going through. Growing up, I struggled to make friends, so whenever a group of people accepted me, I'd just go along with whatever they did/said and I didn't really start to formulate my own opinions & reflect on that behavior until I was a teenager. Please know that, despite all the discouragement & nasty responses you've been getting, there are still a lot of people who care about you & your well being, & I'm happy you're putting that first right now. Take all the time you need and take good care of yourself. :)

Also, I would like to add that at the time of the livestream I did not hear kun0's girlfriend use an ableist term as an insult. I would never condone that, and it's not in my vocabulary. I just wanted to clarify.

For those wondering what happened, I was involved in the act of bullying a fellow artist. I was in the twitch chat of @/artikun0 's stream encouraging the behavior shown by him and his girlfriend. I have no reason to act the way that I did. I'm so ashamed of myself and I'm sorry for letting you all down. i have a bad habit of going along with what other people are doing, and wanting to be in on the joke. it’s a horrible trait of mine and i wish i wasn’t so easily influenced by others. i wasn’t really thinking about what i was saying at the time and in my head it just seemed like a joke. it wasn’t a joke and it’s so upsetting that i wanted to be apart of that. i don’t know what i was thinking. i know that sounds like such a dumb excuse, and that’s no reason to be so horrible but i thought i would offer an explanation. Again I'm so sorry for letting you all down. I want to change and become a better person in the future, and I will do everything I can to improve myself and give back to others. Thanks for reading, - Madisen

.kek.

Take all the time that you need

Kellita

Wait what happened?