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💚Happy April, darlings!~💚
🕑 Added 2023-04-05 19:27:17 +0000 UTCI hope you all had a wonderful month so far! I know I didn't do an update last month but its mostly due to a lot of things going on with my family. It's a bit of a heavy subject. A lot of my family members had died in the past and it was mostly from natural causes. But this recent one in particular, it was a suicide and it was a huge thing that changed everyone. And if you guys are familiar with Asian culture, mental health and suicide is taboo subject.
However, with this particular one.. It changed everyone. And it brought up a lot of wounds in the family and I don't know if its good changes or not but it changed everyone and you don't need someone to point out the obvious either. I'm fairing better than my other relatives and have been trying to be there for them. But my uncle's death has opened a lot of wounds and trauma that I thought I healed from and it has been hard. But I am stronger than where I was years ago just.. It still feels surreal to me is all. Since I've dealt with suicide of old friends and it opened a lot of things. I do apologize for trauma dumping but it has been hard on me and everyone in the family currently.
I also do want to thank you all for the support and love. I always appreciate reading all of your guys messages! It always bring a smile to my face when I needed it most. You all are wonderful and I hope you all have a wonderful rest of the month. 💚
I'll probably make a separate post for updates and so forth later.
Comments
Leo Jesse
I am so sorry, Mayral. I'm here to support you in any way you need. I am familiar with the subjects of mental health and suicide in my family as well, and it is truly a heartbreaking experience. Let me know if you need anything, my dear. Much love to you ❤❤❤
bossshun9
I am sorry for your loss and wish you and your family all the best. It hurts now and it ain't easy. Just know that things will get better. Don't you give up and I'll send a prayer to you and your family. You have my word that things will get better. Take care of yourself.
Mayral
Thank you so much 💚 I always enjoy reading your comments :)
Alexander Olson
I am so sorry to hear about all your hardships. I know I can't speak for everyone on here, but we wish you nothing but the best. Everyone falls on hard times and it's important to feel you can reach out to people even if it's just as simple as airing out your problems or traumas. I also understand it can feel awkward, rude, or selfish to open up to people, I mean I'm as stubborn as they come about that sort of stuff, but it's still important to air out your problems to people, especially friends and family. I wish you and your family health and good fortune, I will keep you all in my prayers. Love you, Mayral!🤗❤️❤️
