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Blog: Looking Back..
🕑 Added 2022-03-14 05:59:21 +0000 UTC
It occurred to me today that I’ve been into ageplay for nearly 10 years now. I was introduced properly to it when I was 19, and really got involved a few years later. I begun my YouTube channel when I was 21 as a way to express it (and to low key spite my abuser who use to shame me for it). I quickly made friends on Instagram, some of which I still have to this very day.
I’ve definitely grown a lot and seen the community change over time. I had so many ups and downs over the years but still so many people support me. I don’t say it enough but I’m incredibly grateful to everyone for sticking by me. Even when I went through an identity crisis last year and temporarily left the community to focus on my mental health, so many people stuck by me. (Those of you here on Patreon who were still supporting me then, thank you. I used all my Patreon income for therapy costs back then.) I’m still trying to get back to my old schedule but, going easy on myself so I don’t burn out anymore.
I wanted to just say thank you and share a few photos from my past. Please enjoy! ❤️
My first pacifier was actually baby sized, it was low key terrible but it was the first ageplay item I bought.
Floofy was my first bunny before Caramel. Floofy is no longer with me, cause Caramel and her had a bad breakup lol. But! I still have the bracelet a viewer made for her a memory.
The first day I filmed my first two videos for my ageplay YouTube channel. I tried a little too hard to be what I thought I had to behave like to be considered a “little”. These days I just act like myself. But, the photos are cute!
I got Caramel in December of 2016 and she is still my entire world. I am very emotionally attached to her. 💕
Thanks for reading today’s blog! 💖
(All photos in this blog post are from 2016 and early 2017 my first year on YouTube)
