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When was the last time you went to a doctor?
🕑 Added 2024-04-23 22:34:48 +0000 UTCIt's been... a while for her. On the other hand, she probably visited too many doctors - and ended up like this.
Her face is an MRI scan (in case if you didn't recognize it). I also imagined the air would start "cracking" if you get too close to her, like if you used Geiger counter and there's some radiation around. She could be a medical technician before, who eventually got sick and got wrongly diagnosed. Wrong diagnosis meant wrong treatment and death.
WIP gif in the attachment.
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I decided to update the post with the stuff I said on Discord. This art is rather personal.
I wasn't feeling too well in the past several days, and it reminded me about the things I had to endure when I was younger.
In many ex-Soviet Union countries it's mandatory to have the Mantoux test in order to check if you have tuberculosis. And my test was positive, so doctors thought I have tuberculosis and sent me to the special health center where I spent a huge portion of my younger life, being treated against the disease, having 765646 x-rays showing nothing (so they had to do more to make sure, which was above the recommended amount), taking heavy meds that resulted in the hair loss and permanent damage of my digestive system, and etc. After some time I also noticed a weird growth on my lower leg part. I was told that I have bone cancer and need a below knee amputation 👍 I'm glad my parents didn't go through with it lol
Long story short, I didn't have tuberculosis, I was just allergic to the Mantoux test. And "bone cancer" was some weird side effect after all the meds I was taking, and it disappeared once I stopped (and I grew my hair back). It took me many years to prove that I do have an allergy and not tuberculosis, and I'm still dealing with the consequences of all that, hence I'm getting sick often.
So here's the art filled with my emotions about it xD
Comments
Seri
This is absolutely frightening, jesus...also reading the text below, how scary! I'm glad that it just turned out to be an allergen and nothing more. To think they would have removed your leg for no reason
Natalie de Corsair
Goal achieved xD thank you!
Skeliana
Wow! I love the way you channeled those experiences into this. Really gives life to it and adds to the eeriness
Natalie de Corsair
But what about her beautiful eyes...
Limelon
I'm spooped. Her teeth are really creepy. 🤌 Love seeing the progress gif!
Natalie de Corsair
You're welcome 👍 And thank you, watercolor is a cool material
Symmetrymaster
Ok...this is the first time (I can remember) that you drew something and it actually scared me...so now I'm sleeping with the lights on tonight...thanks On a side note I love the painted look she has. This almost feels like a watercolor.
