Nicholas Jae
patreon
late night ramblings, again.
🕑 Added 2025-07-08 06:00:58 +0000 UTCfun fact: every time i post one of these polls, people cancel their memberships and it makes me regret engaging with the community. like i just reminded them they're here and they were like "oh yeah, no thanks." which is fine, i dont want people to give me anything they dont want to give me, but damn its disheartening.
some stats. in the last four weeks, ive had 12 membership cancellations totaling -$37. two joined, for a total of +$2. total earnings this year have fallen by about 35% (can be hard to measure exactly due to yearly vs monthly subs, so the payouts vary wildly). 128 people have canceled this year alone (51 paid, 77 free). also this year so far, patreon gained +407 free members, for a total of 1,084. nine free members have upgraded from a free membership to a paid membership in that time frame. i would like to not-so-subtly encourage free members to consider $1/month, but i also dont want to paywall anything here. and sadly, thats the only real way to get free members to give you a dollar, so. kinda stuck, i guess.
i expect more cancellations once this post goes up, thats fine. i just really want to know how to engage with you all or...just why youre here. i know the modlists have taken a back seat; five years of nonstop modlist work have been pretty draining and far less than rewarding, but im still chuggin along on them. anyway, if anyone ever wonders why im going the verified creator route, this is why. cats need food, so do i.
thanks for coming to my bullshit insomnia-fueled depression talk. happy to have you here. how are all of you?
Comments
Austin B.
I'm here cuz I enjoy the work you put in to your modpacks and tutorials. Subscribing shows that your effort is worth it and I would hope you keep up the good work.
Nicholas Jae
ha, nice.
Hues_of_Blue
So I'm here for Magnum Opus, having been doing a MO7 playthrough since June of last year as time permits. Nothing against Skyrim/Tempus, but, as you might guess, I don't have time for both games. But I just discovered that my Patreon emails had been being filed away somewhere I never saw, so I was just sort of drifting along, thinking you'd given up on FO, so I'm happy to see you've been working on things and I'm just oblivious. 😆
