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⛤ October Q&A
🕑 Added 2023-11-01 19:13:49 +0000 UTChappy November! as I am gearing up for my day with hot coffee and a tummy full of hatman cookies,
I am full of fresh energy and motivation. the urge to get things done has overtaken me after a month or two of everything I start, prepared to put in two hours of work, really requiring 12 to 20 hours of work. needless to say, I have been overpacking my schedule like I overpack for any trip away from home for more than 8 hours. the uneasiness that plagued me all day yesterday has also left now that the deadline has passed for halloween plans I really should have started prepping 3 days ago. (the plans were a witch themed charcuterie board and we got back from the store at 4PM). though a portion of it remains, as the letter I had drafted for my next door neighbor was returned, likely to tell me it has been noted. I had to reach out to them again about the incessant skunk weed wafts seeping into our unit through the vents. we had brought this up with them several times a few months ago, to no avail. he pretty much waved us off saying it won't happen again (it happened again... multiple times a week...) so in the letter I asked them to kindly consider trying out vape and edibles because the smell is so pungent and nauseating that I cannot work or sleep. we will see how it goes over the course of the winter months, when the weather makes it increasingly uninviting to step outside to smoke (we live in non-smoking apartments, some tenants straight up ignore this rule however). anyways, I thought I was fairly timid and non-confrontational, but if you put me next to a midwesterner I am apparently a raging bitch, seeing as how my neighbor has gone out of his way to avoid me pretty much since the first mention. I was recently informed about a uniquely american problem I am too european to understand, in which if you confront your neighbor about something that bothers you, you may get a gun pulled on you. 🤯 where I'm from, if you have a problem with your neighbor, you're expected to talk to them first before escalating the case to management, as did I try. have you ever confronted your neighbor about some offense? how did it go? because apparently I'm lucky I didn't eat a bullet. (not that our neighbor is the kind to let a loaded gun speak for him, he seems like a pisces).
before I drift off further into completely irrelevant tangents, allow me to answer the questions you posted over the last two weeks:
Do you have a favorite board game? I don't think I have enough experience playing board games to pick a favorite, seeing as how I only recently acquired a group of friends who like to hang out together and play games. we try out and cycle between new board and card games whenever we do get a chance to get together. though not a board games, cards against humanity is a fan favorite. it's actually really funny if your friends have a sense of humor.
Do you have a video project that you really want to do but are too unsure whether you can do it or how people will react to it? how people will react is never a concern in my creation. the only obstacle I struggle with when trying to create exactly what I want is money and resources. I hit up thrift stores multiple times a month and even if I luck out and find good set pieces for cheap, it still adds up and can take a long time to accumulate enough matching pieces to decorate a whole set. that's what I'm hung up on with one of the two videos I am actively working on. so the question is never whether I can do it but how soon I can do it.
You don't know us personally (at least I think so). You only know us from what we write and talk about on your Discord. From what you have read so far, do you have any assumptions about us? Anything, no matter how wild it is?!?!?! whenever people haven't told me their sign, I try to guess it from how they behave in chat. otherwise not really. it's a trait of being perceptive vs judging (MBTI). though one blanket judgement I make about everyone who follows me is that you are some kind of misfit or social reject. I don't think anyone "normal" or "basic" feels drawn to me. you've got to have seen something in me that reminded you of yourself or you wouldn't have subscribed. oh, and I try to figure out your trauma and why you behave the way you do, but that's just a hobby of mine and not really relevant. the way I understand myself is by analyzing why I'm like this, so the way I understand other people is by analyzing why they're like this. I like to let the conversation unfold and observe how people behave and learn more about all of you.
Ally I’m curious, Has Jack ever had a mustache or a beard? Jack says he has tried growing a mustache once, but decided he didn't like it before it even finished growing out so shaved it. he has never tried a full beard. I think we can all agree that the little goatee is the way to go.
and with this I've accomplished one of my daily tasks, with a cat sleeping soundly in my lap for the last hour of it. we're off to a good start! I will also be posting more bonus videos than I have been so those of you on the mega tier can look forward to quality entertainment. at least those of you who think I'm as funny as I think I am. those of you who have more questions can ask them here and I'll be back with some answers hopefully at the end of the month! drink some water, wear your sunscreen and uphold your boundaries against people who do not love you. take care 🍸
