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No movie today + how I really feel
🕑 Added 2022-04-17 21:47:01 +0000 UTCHi friends, I know I said today was movie night, but I woke up with a headache and not feeling great, so I better just rest.
Also, I was so excited for yesterday, seeing friends, going outside, I thought I'd feel alive and happy like I used to when going out with them in 2019. It was fun, but I still felt depressed.
I miss going out and being distracted from my depression for at least a couple of hours. I really hope it starts working again.
It really hit me like a truck. Idk what else to do with life at this point. Everything seems pointless and it feels like nothing will get better.
I won't give up though, I'll keep on pushing forward. Just having a pretty bad day today.
