Quick Update
🕑 Added 2019-07-12 12:00:01 +0000 UTCHey guys,
TL;DR – I'll be releasing a patreon video tomorrow!
I'm sorry for my seeming absence. I guess, really, I *can* share with you why.
For someone as goofy as me, I have a surprisingly senior position in my day job that demands between 45-60 hours of my week. It's been getting a bit on top of me recently, which is why I haven't been as active lately on here. Also, I suffer from clinical depression – I'm on medication for it, but as it goes, this too can have an impact not just on my productivity, but my confidence too.
This means that I can be temperamental. It means I can often question why I'm bothering to do things I enjoy, as I don't always think I deserve to enjoy myself, or succeed. ASMR is something I enjoy, and it's also something I want to succeed at.
I'm certainly not asking for sympathy, or anything. I just wanted to let you know, as you're committed to supporting me and I don't want to let you down. I just wanted to provide a context surrounding my behaviour, so you don't think I've forgotten about you.
Having said all that, I feel a bit better now. I intend to record a lovely hair cut video for you tomorrow, with lots of personal attention, spraying sounds, and, of course, cutting sounds. I hope this is okay – and again, thank you so, so, so much for your support.
❤️
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You don’t need to apologize. You’re one of the most prolific ASMRtists I’m subscribed to. That doesn’t mean that your forthcomingness isn’t appreciated. I don’t think any of us would mind if you ever need to take a break. xx
You don't need to apologize at all, Jim. I have been there myself many times. You haven't let anyone down. Don't feel obligated to follow such a constant production cycle, you create content with more frequency than most ASMR pages I follow. I just don't want you to burn out thinking you ought to be doing more. Thank you for being candid, and I look forward to your next video whenever you should post it. Big love from the West xx
I certainly understand what you are going through. You are already succeeding. Do not worry, you are doing the best you can, but certainly also take care of yourself as well. 🤗