XaydLove
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Hi.....
🕑 Added 2024-12-30 13:01:32 +0000 UTCHappy Holidays
I apologize for my absence. School, travel, and sickness took me. But I'm back... and feeling better. Like 90% - still a lil chest congestion...
I have things to show you. One of which I yapped about on stream last night. Yes, I did a just chatting stream that ended w like 6 hours of karaoke.... It's been hard to speak, much harder to sing for so...*so* long due to sickness, stress, and exhaustion. Last night was so needed. Might do it more often.
Last semester I took public speaking and it really thoroughly kicked my whole patoonk and you're probably thinking "why? It's just yapping. You do it for stream." No, actually. I don't. Think about it. Last night's just chatting stream was the first actual Just chatting stream I've done in a looooooong time - probably all year if not since before the move. The present opening stream and the one where I was inflating my ball don't count ๐
Talking for extensive periods about anything that needs structure ain't it for me but I've figured out why - if I don't know what to say or talk about, ionwanna be there. Improvisation knocks me off the action horse. I curl up on my side or back like Squidward crunchin out, "FUuTuUuRe." I'm working on it. With speaking and singing.
Writing these kinda helps, though these are more conversational in nature... I dunno. I'll figure it out. I hope y'all's year is ending on much better notes.
Thank you for your patronage, and your patience. Thank you for your consistent love and hugs and support and kindnesses. And thank you for helping me figure out the names of those paintings. I... figured out part of the car stuff. Now I need to get a phone and get my website back and get things going so I can get everything else taken care of and get back outta here ๐๐พ The new phone is first though. I'll be able to give y'all content w actual substance (random "I'm outside" videos and sing alongs, art vids, sky/water pics, hopefully general adventures) again. And whenever I start doing shows again I can upload snippets here and to discord...
While I'm stressed out for what Sunday (Jan 35 aka my birthday) and the next 4 American years might bring, I'm hopeful and determined to actually get the help, work, and support I need to get back on my feet and doing better than simply..... Surviving. I got this. We got this. We gone be aight. I know I keep saying that but I have to lol
Thank you again for being here. It really really means a lot to me. And if you wanna request or suggest stuff, you know where to find me. Just ask about it. It might be in the works. It might be a brand new something I never thought about. Or I mighta wrote it down and forgot ๐ either way, I'm open to it.
Aight...I gotta get the NOMA Steam Newsletter done but when I come up for air again I'll tell y'all bout all that stuff I baked before bein laid out w the flu for a week. And that was just my December...
I love you. Thank you for being. Happy Holidays. Happy New Year. See you real soon. (Like stream is tomorrow. Check out the vod from last night tho.)
*Hugs*
K. Later.
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publicenemyb
happy new year ๐
