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2 - Distraction
🕑 Added 2023-12-19 01:08:01 +0000 UTCDistraction
I need another distraction.
At a time where I'd rely on my words to help me
express and understand what I'm feeling…
my mind is empty.
Save for a decree
of three words.
No. Four.
Three shmall ones
whose weight together
carry much more thunk.
And the last is your name.
Damn.
I love the way your name
feels on my lips,
tastes on my tongue…
Such a shame I gotta say it into empty space.
Like speaking to a brick wall.
And for the three little anvils...
143 has several meanings.
The three could be anything.
I wonder what you think they are,
what you want them to be…
And I don't wanna care. But I do.
I can't get your name out of
my head, my phone, my heart.
It kinda pisses me off, if I'm honest.
I forget everything I wanna remember but you.
I know it's because I don't really wanna forget.
But your silence is so….
Your absence would be much less painful if I did.
