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Update: I don't know
🕑 Added 2023-06-05 00:14:18 +0000 UTCI've been wanting to tell y'all about all my adventures. I don't know where or how to start. What to even say. It's kinda overwhelming, the longer i sit and try to figure it out.
I've been having a few...moments of clarity and blips of normalcy but it's not been enough for me to fully grasp what I'm doing. Or complete all my tasks. It's a bit frustrating. But it's life.
I applied for school again but I'm not sure if I'm actually going to go through with it. I know I gotta do shit scared, but is this the answer or am I hiding behind "not knowing" again? Who knows.
I just know I'm scared. I saw a to do list of short term and remainder of the year goals and...I'm confused, terrified, and feeling like I'm drowning. But I'm gonna wade through it.
Photo is from today. It was storming but the sky was picturesque for a while.
