XaydLove
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Hmm...
🕑 Added 2022-09-15 06:33:47 +0000 UTCfor some reason, i can't upload photos right now. in the meantime...erm—have a poem!
i haven't named it yet but here ya go:
I just had a realization.
Back in the day
I used to hide things from myself
I'm not talking denial
I mean i used to purposely misplace things that i knew I'd come looking for
Especially things that were connected
To people and events
That hurt and/or upset me
Because i knew i needed time to heal
I spent so many years hiding things
In order to eventually forget and move on
And it's worked so well...
Maybe that's why the Universe pokes and prods me with
Glimpses of you in the mannerisms of strangers
Spontaneous occurrences of your names and their variations
Memories i do and shouldn't have of us existing together
And now a concrete sidewalk, interrupted by Mother Nature.
I have nothing to physically hide
Nothing i can store
In a box or a drawer
with all these
thoughts
and
feelings
attached...
Guess it's time to make something in your honor.
