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sadboi chronicles #1
🕑 Added 2021-04-08 04:52:57 +0000 UTCI want you -- August 2020
I wanna be alone
but i want you
Dont wanna stare at the phone
but i want you
Waiting for you to say “hey”
Waiting for you to brighten my day
It’s hurting me to say
but i want you
They’re trying to pull me away
but i want you
Why is it so hard for me
To let me just be me…..
around you
I’m constantly making myself smaller
Making myself taller
Trying to feel worthy of any attention
Any love that you give me
I’m losing my mind, tearing myself apart
Yet still i want to love you with all my heart
And i do
I can’t stay here but
i want you
Even when i disappear
i still want you
You are the being that kept me going all these years
Maybe that’s why i can’t stop all these tears
I want you
I want you
I want you
I want you
Now i feel lonely
I’m told that since it feels like i’m alone
I may as well be
But i’d rather feel lonely with you
